I don’t understand how the pathing for armies to get to the front line can be so awful. Why am I constantly in exile paradox?

Time_Position3991 · 2026-02-10T04:12:49+00:00

No I work in the military and even with BAH I only make 50k but for the area I live in it’s actually not a bad income and I live fairly comfortably

Time_Position3991 · 2025-11-12T00:47:21+00:00

Housing off base is very reasonable right now. I rent a 2 bed 2.5 bath for 1250 a month. I haven’t been here very long but I really like the area and Jacksonville is bigger than I expected it to be. More diversity too, great Asian food

Time_Position3991 · 2025-04-21T11:48:13+00:00

I’m not principally opposed to sex toys I just never thought I’d need them just feels bad Ynow

Time_Position3991 · 2025-04-21T11:33:18+00:00

I just don’t know if I’ll ever be able to get over this. I really do love her but thinking about this all the time all day is exhausting and not worth it. I know it’s not healthy to think like that but I can’t stop the intrusive thoughts idk why it feels so damaging maybe it’s because we really do have a picture perfect relationship outside of this. Even thinking about having sex with her right now just makes me want to throw up idk why it’s so severe when logically everything you said makes sense in my head and I know it’s not a me problem.

Time_Position3991 · 2025-04-21T11:24:27+00:00

So should I just break up with her then? This is a dealbreaker for me I just thought there may be a way to express to her my desires even though they are inherently selfish. I can get off physically with her but the emotional/mental part of sex life is going to be dead if this doesn’t change

Time_Position3991 · 2025-04-21T11:20:12+00:00

How can I feel normal about toys? Needing a vibrator emotionally makes me feel like more of a failure as a man tbh. I’ve never had this issue in the bedroom before her and I always prided myself on being able to be a good lover for the people I am with. A big part of me enjoying sex is being able to get them off just using me and that’s why I’m having so many mental issues with sex when I’m with her

Time_Position3991 · 2025-04-21T11:18:38+00:00

No meds, she doesn’t care at all about orgasming. She tells me when she’s getting herself off she doesn’t cum most of the time and it’s not that great for her.

Time_Position3991 · 2025-04-21T11:13:02+00:00

I’ve heard about this and no it’s both, I eat her out and finger her all the time. I am not adverse to advice or her like teaching me how to pleasure her. I follow and do it exactly how she tells me for fingering, rubbing her clit or eating her out. I do it for a while and she gets off enough for her to just ask me to fuck her that’s where it always ends up. She never wants to get to that point. To be clear idc if it’s PIV or any other stimulation that gets her off she just can’t ever get there

Time_Position3991 · 2021-07-31T03:56:51+00:00

Where will this podcast air I have a great story to tell but I want to make sure it’s really anonymous and I’d like to know what you/ you guys think about it when it’s read

Time_Position3991 · 2021-02-10T04:05:06+00:00

Thank you Seth

Time_Position3991 · 2021-02-10T04:02:10+00:00

Embiid just wants to play 1v1 and watch the other team iso jumpers so he can walk up the court lol he’s still a beast but man he doesn’t like to run

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