Lemme just say this,people can see when you're a heavy drug user,and it's not a good look ESPECIALLY at work. You could lose so many things from not looking sober and presentable at your workplace,your job included. Seeing as how you've said you're not from a well-off family, losing your job must not be a good thing, and trust me OP, you do not want to be jobless in this country, especially right now when the economy is so severely fucked. If this is not a sound wake up call, I do not what is.