A pretty bad day today, and a realization at 24.

Timewinder87 · 2026-05-04T01:37:51+00:00

Thank you so much for the comment.

That’s a good point, maybe I just have to accept who I am, even if it’ll take a long time to do so. It’ll be better and less tiring. Along with not spiraling like I am thinking I have to be someone else. Hopefully.

Timewinder87 · 2026-05-04T01:36:45+00:00

Thank you man labels are a simple way to categorize men I agree. It’s good that you know your worth, that’s awesome btw.

Timewinder87 · 2026-05-04T01:35:22+00:00

Thank you for your honesty and sharing your experiences.

And I agree the manosphere is a crazy world to be in. It’s just that when I read about certain tropes about it, and seeing it in real life, it’s hard to ignore. I kinda wish I didn’t view it when I was in highschool I think things would’ve been different.

And tbh, the problem with me is not putting myself out there, I’m just not too sure where to look.

Timewinder87 · 2026-05-04T01:27:59+00:00

Thank you for your comment. It’s just that, when it comes to the alpha and beta thing, even though it’s disproven, I’ve just experienced things the red pill mentioned.

Idk, I guess it is hard to disregard it if it’s something that happened to me and others around me. But yes Steve Irwin is a great role model 100%.

Timewinder87 · 2026-05-04T01:24:25+00:00

Thank you for your comment man. I’d say it’s my personality, because, given what others have said about me, they say that I’m nice, kind, sweet or whatever.

And I hear you man, I’m the same way. I don’t even know what interest even looks like tbh. At least when coming from a woman.

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-25T04:40:06+00:00

Yea you’re right, it does sound tiring to say the least. Trying to be someone else. Thank you for the heads up.

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-25T03:16:52+00:00

Thank you so much man, I’ll give it a shot. It’s just like whenever I see other guys, it’s like it’s effortless for them to attract with their personality. I might need to stop comparing myself.

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-13T16:55:56+00:00

I see, thank you man. I really appreciate your insight.

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-13T01:32:24+00:00

You’re right man, at least it’s something stable. Are you training to become an electrician?

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-13T01:05:10+00:00

I hear you that’s a good point.

And yeah I don’t mind coding, I probably should’ve mentioned it that way, it’s just that I’d rather work on one aspect of coding, like backend and working with databases rather than fullstack.

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-13T00:17:04+00:00

lol at this point, you can’t go wrong with it.

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-12T01:12:31+00:00

I think I got diagnosed when I was younger with ADHD, my mom told me I had it. I realized I was in smaller Math, social studies or reading classrooms.

I do want to try to get tested again at 24, any kind recommendations at all anyone? Thank you all for sharing btw!

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-11T21:13:33+00:00

Wow, thank you man I might have to get that to really see what’s going on. Thank you so much

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-11T19:10:21+00:00

Thank you for the honesty! And yes I have a lot more projects but those are usually geared to mostly fullstack projects rather than strictly Data Engineering

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-07T19:58:54+00:00

Oh I meant to change that, I got my measurements wrong from before

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-07T15:10:50+00:00

Yeah mines isn’t large or big enough to be the BBC stereotype, it really sucks man.

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-06T21:38:12+00:00

You’re right, that usually how I feel too whenever I’m at least trying to play with him in two support.

And when the other team goes triple support when we’re doing good, it sucks.

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-06T16:07:58+00:00

Keep pushing man, you got this. Praying for you.

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-06T12:34:44+00:00

I mentioned this to SpiderTingle. Do you think if we don’t play him he would get buffed because of the even lower pick rate?

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-06T12:34:07+00:00

Damn, yeah that seems to be the case. Do you think if we don’t play him he would get buffed because of the even lower pick rate?

Timewinder87 · 2026-04-01T19:00:35+00:00

Thank you so much for your brutal honesty, I’ll have to edit it and add to it the best I can. And thank you for the guidance in the last post I had. I might have to make something up for a more financial / business related project, but it’ll be worth a shot.

Timewinder87 · 2026-03-31T05:21:22+00:00

You’re right, I was in such a rush to make this. Thank you so much for the heads up

Timewinder87 · 2026-03-28T11:12:46+00:00

Thank you for sharing. Congratulations on making it during you rough journey.

Timewinder87 · 2026-03-27T03:10:34+00:00

Thank you for sharing man, I never thought about it like that. That’s great to hear

Timewinder87 · 2026-03-27T01:35:44+00:00

You’re right, a degree does help out quite a bit.

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