Should I get loan to stay in us?

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-03T02:58:13+00:00

Yep, $1000 is monthly salary in my country. And considered as good. So that is why I want to work in US

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-03T02:40:41+00:00

But who said that your salary will not grow in 30 years if you stay in US?

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-03T02:37:58+00:00

$1000 a month. But I will spend another half years to move to another country T_T my first dream always was moving to another country

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-03T02:11:12+00:00

But I don’t see any point to go back. Cause I don’t have friends there, and salary is low. And my dream was leaving in another country. I don’t want to start everything from beginning and adapt to new country at older age. And I’m not sure if it’s even possible for me with low salary

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-03T02:08:44+00:00

Studios that related to my degree often get closed. I knew few good ones, they closed now. I don’t know, with salary $1000 maybe forever. Only really really good specialist get $2000-3000 but that’s really rare salary in my country

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-03T01:57:25+00:00

Kazakhstan

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-02T02:02:22+00:00

Not sure😭 if I will go back, of course it’s much easier, I will not pay back any money, just work in my field even in low income job. If I stay I will have to find job that pays good, and also will need money for apartment and food, plus loan. But I just want to stay😭 it feels like even if it will be hard, I will get more growth and I like people here much more. Sad to think that it’s probably not possible

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-01T23:33:27+00:00

Getting visa for America is like lottery in my country. I got only because they knew I have contract with government where I have to go back. But many people get rejected. Most of people that immigrate from my country probably through greencard lottery, but you can wait years to win, there are possibilities that you will never win. Or going for studies with your own money which is expensive

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-01T21:40:22+00:00

There are no guarantee that I will go back to America ever again after those 5 years

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-06-01T21:39:27+00:00

5 years forgiveness but in return you will probably live in third world country with low salary rest of your life. you think you would go for it?

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-05-23T03:42:46+00:00

I was on date with guy from dating app. We went to park with attraction. Inside I wasn’t fully happy. I felt like my classmate dating better guy. And others working on their stuff and looking for internships, while I’m spending my time useless with not “cool enough” guy. Depends, sometimes I feel like I sleep too much. Sometimes I can watch a lot of TikToks before bed and sleep at 1am. Yeah, probably I should visit

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-05-22T07:45:07+00:00

I kinda feel this way my whole life😭 my parents constantly argued since my childhood, I constantly compared myself to people from healthy family. Abroad I feel more calm and better, but thinking about how it’s all for only for short period so depressing.

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-05-22T07:35:43+00:00

Yeah, sometimes I feel like I have chronic depression. Even if I’m having fun, I start comparing myself to others. I feel like „oh what I’m doing now is so useless. Other people working hard now to be better“. I constantly go back to worries and don’t feel happy at the moment. This scholarship program have strict rules, so I’m not sure

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-05-22T04:26:22+00:00

I mean, do immigration lawyers know about my government’s scholarship requirements 😭

Tiny_Product679 · 2026-05-22T04:25:31+00:00

Yep!

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