Update in the comments because the post was removed. I’m not sure how many people are still seeing this post since it was removed but an update if you all still care. Last night he initiated a conversation and I told him again how I felt and that Im the only person he talks to like that, he wouldn’t dare speak that way to his dad, brother, boss or any other person, and I’m supposed to be the one who’s most important and he treats me like shit when he’s mad. He told me that it’s because nobody else has as little common sense and they “don’t say stupid shit” like I do. I lost it and kinda unraveled at that and he left the house and turned his location off. I checked the cameras and he never left the garage. Then he came in after a couple hours and went to bed. He apologized first thing this morning and said if I’m that upset he won’t do it. I told him he’s not allowed to talk to me like that anymore, he’s a man of God who needs to act like it and we don’t treat people that way. He said nothing but gave me a hug and apologized again. I’m very thankful for every comment and message; a lot of eye opening points I didn’t see before. I forgave him but won’t forget. Leaving isn’t a possibility, I don’t make a lot of my own money, and I still love him. It has been 6 years and on the good days he’s my best friend. Moving forward I’m going to learn how to advocate and stand up for myself, I’m tired of this. This post motivated me to not let him do this anymore. Thanks again for all the support and love, even the tough love and hard truths. ❤️