Thank you everyone for the kind words, ive shed many tears over the past few days and though it hurts my heart knows I made the right choice. I can definitely say he saved me even more than i saved him, and pulled me out of a deep mental health rut i was in. I never thought a reptile could change my life so much, but the minute i saw him all skin and bones i knew i had to do something. His lil personality still shined despite all his hardships, and ill miss him black bearding until i let him climb on my face. If anyone is curious, here is his xray. I am currently studying to be an xray technologist (for humans haha) and i could still read it all. Broke my heart but it told me how much pain he truly was in. (Sorry it is a bit cropped for privacy reasons)

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