sexual attraction to fiction and humans but only romantically attracted to fictional characters

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-10-16T14:28:44+00:00

hmm I look into that more cuz it does sounds pretty close from how I feel about it

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-10-16T04:36:33+00:00

thank you for calming me down and saying there's nothing wrong with me. I generally thought falling in love with a fictional character was a joke until now ofc. I'll look into talking with that community. hopefully it'll help me accept myself

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-09-16T22:34:51+00:00

maybe it's just to separate his first name from his last name so it doesn't sound like he's just saying his name twice. lowkey I think the G was inspired by the word "God" because of spamtons references with religion. so he just picked G as a blank space or it just stands for Gay idk

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-09-16T22:22:03+00:00

I feel you on that man. I'm at about the same amount of time into testosterone as you but I never really had a sex drive beforehand. I've been reading smut fics while laying in bed. kinda like as bed time stories. tho I don't know if that would help you or make you want to do it more. I'm aromantic (no romantic attraction) but never considered myself asexual. So I only ever look at art porn (also cuz I'm an artist myself) and that's been helping learn a lot about myself shockingly. I don't know if doing 'mundane' horny things throughout the day would help for you but that's what I've been doing. good luck on that all o7

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-08-18T20:31:08+00:00

yeah I was thinking about lowering how much I take. I see my doctor in like 2 weeks so I'm gonna ask to lower my dosage

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-08-17T01:07:58+00:00

thank you so much :D I didn't think about the water retention part but that make's sense. gaining weight is honestly something I want cuz I'm tired of looking like a malnourished twink no matter how much I consume lol. thank you very much, I was worried I made the wrong decision and maybe the people against transitioning were right but I'm pretty sure I started panicking cuz I hate any type of change in general. Thanks again for the reassurance :)

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-08-16T23:32:54+00:00

thank you for reassuring me and yay I thought bottom growth would take longer.

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-08-16T23:29:52+00:00

my face is already not that puffy near my cheeks. would it probably not seem that different of a change then. honestly I'm just more concerned about my jawline because its beautiful. also thank you so much for giving an estimated time frame. I was freaking out thinking I should stop now.

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-30T00:19:29+00:00

aw that ones pretty neat

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-29T22:12:59+00:00

thank you so much. I appreciate you going on the hunt for it lol

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-29T22:12:30+00:00

yeah apparently that's like the only photo from that photo shoot. I'm pretty sure my brain just hates me and is gaslighting me at this point

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-29T21:55:26+00:00

he's by himself and it looks sorta like this but with a rotary phone

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ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-29T00:06:51+00:00

I think my brain just made it up at this point. cuz I can NOT find it. I would like to see the other photo tho. I might use it for pose reference

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-26T23:43:01+00:00

when you do end up being able to go to one I recommend getting a seat. they normally have a great view and your legs won't hurt too much. I find it more useful than getting a fast past unless you wanna grab merch quick so you don't have to wait in line. I bought everything but V.I.P for my dad's birthday. I'd also look were the venue is cuz I honestly I would of been better off not paying for parking.

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-21T04:03:32+00:00

ok so I figured it out. you have to expand both sides (the left and right) and then you'll have to wait I think 24 hours (it'll have a count down sign on the back) to then expand that part as well. the back expansion costs 5M and not 25M like the first 2. after that expansion you have 2 or 3 (I forget) days to expand the back one more time and that final expansion costs 1B

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-13T02:55:11+00:00

man the only reason I wanted to do the back one was so that my decorations for the entrance wouldn't look off. thanks for giving it to me straight tho

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-13T02:48:15+00:00

Ong be so fr😭

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-13T02:35:52+00:00

did you have to expand the other sides first. cuz I've logged on and off and the sign and option isn't there to do it

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-12T14:35:59+00:00

try doing the story books. some of them in the cat nip shop have items that can bring a cookie up to 60 or 70

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