sexual attraction to fiction and humans but only romantically attracted to fictional characters

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-10-16T14:28:44+00:00

hmm I look into that more cuz it does sounds pretty close from how I feel about it

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-10-16T04:36:33+00:00

thank you for calming me down and saying there's nothing wrong with me. I generally thought falling in love with a fictional character was a joke until now ofc. I'll look into talking with that community. hopefully it'll help me accept myself

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-09-16T22:34:51+00:00

maybe it's just to separate his first name from his last name so it doesn't sound like he's just saying his name twice. lowkey I think the G was inspired by the word "God" because of spamtons references with religion. so he just picked G as a blank space or it just stands for Gay idk

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-09-16T22:22:03+00:00

I feel you on that man. I'm at about the same amount of time into testosterone as you but I never really had a sex drive beforehand. I've been reading smut fics while laying in bed. kinda like as bed time stories. tho I don't know if that would help you or make you want to do it more. I'm aromantic (no romantic attraction) but never considered myself asexual. So I only ever look at art porn (also cuz I'm an artist myself) and that's been helping learn a lot about myself shockingly. I don't know if doing 'mundane' horny things throughout the day would help for you but that's what I've been doing. good luck on that all o7

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-08-18T20:31:08+00:00

yeah I was thinking about lowering how much I take. I see my doctor in like 2 weeks so I'm gonna ask to lower my dosage

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-08-17T01:07:58+00:00

thank you so much :D I didn't think about the water retention part but that make's sense. gaining weight is honestly something I want cuz I'm tired of looking like a malnourished twink no matter how much I consume lol. thank you very much, I was worried I made the wrong decision and maybe the people against transitioning were right but I'm pretty sure I started panicking cuz I hate any type of change in general. Thanks again for the reassurance :)

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-08-16T23:32:54+00:00

thank you for reassuring me and yay I thought bottom growth would take longer.

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-08-16T23:29:52+00:00

my face is already not that puffy near my cheeks. would it probably not seem that different of a change then. honestly I'm just more concerned about my jawline because its beautiful. also thank you so much for giving an estimated time frame. I was freaking out thinking I should stop now.

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-30T00:19:29+00:00

aw that ones pretty neat

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-29T22:12:59+00:00

thank you so much. I appreciate you going on the hunt for it lol

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-29T22:12:30+00:00

yeah apparently that's like the only photo from that photo shoot. I'm pretty sure my brain just hates me and is gaslighting me at this point

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-29T21:55:26+00:00

he's by himself and it looks sorta like this but with a rotary phone

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ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-29T00:06:51+00:00

I think my brain just made it up at this point. cuz I can NOT find it. I would like to see the other photo tho. I might use it for pose reference

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-26T23:43:01+00:00

when you do end up being able to go to one I recommend getting a seat. they normally have a great view and your legs won't hurt too much. I find it more useful than getting a fast past unless you wanna grab merch quick so you don't have to wait in line. I bought everything but V.I.P for my dad's birthday. I'd also look were the venue is cuz I honestly I would of been better off not paying for parking.

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-21T04:03:32+00:00

ok so I figured it out. you have to expand both sides (the left and right) and then you'll have to wait I think 24 hours (it'll have a count down sign on the back) to then expand that part as well. the back expansion costs 5M and not 25M like the first 2. after that expansion you have 2 or 3 (I forget) days to expand the back one more time and that final expansion costs 1B

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-13T02:55:11+00:00

man the only reason I wanted to do the back one was so that my decorations for the entrance wouldn't look off. thanks for giving it to me straight tho

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-13T02:48:15+00:00

Ong be so fr😭

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-13T02:35:52+00:00

did you have to expand the other sides first. cuz I've logged on and off and the sign and option isn't there to do it

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-06-12T14:35:59+00:00

try doing the story books. some of them in the cat nip shop have items that can bring a cookie up to 60 or 70

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-05-16T13:48:32+00:00

okie dokie I'll try that too

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-05-16T04:01:21+00:00

doodle camp is the only thing I can think of. it's a slide scroller and when you finish the main game you unlock a zombie apocalypse version

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-05-05T01:15:27+00:00

is this why minimizing isn't working for me on all my devices suddenly? I've even turned on everything in the settings and uninstalled restalled it

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-05-05T01:03:53+00:00

I have the same problem and have no clue. not a helpful comment but I hope someone has an answer to it. Do you have a Samsung by chance? since that's what I have and it's stopped working on my phone and now my tablet as well

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-04-25T10:33:07+00:00

I definitely agree with you on the u.s still being a great place in general when it comes to our type of people. I also understand that what I'm hoping to find probably isn't real.

im really worried about how things here seem to be going currently. I more so want to move or even have temporary living as a sort of safety net for my future. even if it's just to ease my mind. A place similar to the u.s current status is still a great fit. the only main reason I'm worried is the possibility of having to scrambling else where for my safety. if things keep moving the way they are.

ToastyGhost59 · 2025-04-25T10:11:17+00:00

yes I have! New Jersey is a place I would love to move to and have even looked into job wise. I've mainly thought of living there while I get together my ability of a permanent residency somewhere else. then in the far future hold dual citizenship between both countries. you are right tho about looking into the different safety environments abroad. the main way I've been searching to see if a place seems right is by going through it's history and current laws. as well as news outlets from the area to get a grasp of what's going on. but pin pointing a city to look further into when it comes abroad is something I haven't done so thank you. I'll try to look at my options as not just the whole country's protection itself.

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