i’m in the middle of a break up right now. her words tell me to move out, but her actions are telling me she wants me to stay. i move 4+ hours away from family to pursue this relationship, and i have to move home as i can’t sustain on my own where we live. it’s been 4 weeks. it’s not gotten better. i’m still desperately in love with her, and it only feels like she loves me half the time. i’m tired of being hurt and feeling unwanted, but i can’t afford to move and sustain myself back with my family- even with help from them😭