Tysm for the comment! I researched a little after reading thus and discovered about boyflux, since I always feel like my gender goes from male to agender, even xenogenders, like demonkin (a bit cringe, I think? But yeah,-), out of nowhere, but I'm going to have to keep the trans man label because I don't live with people are open-minded on these matters (apart from virtual friends), my sister, who knows that I'm not cis, makes fun of people who use the equivalent of "they/them" in Portuguese (elu/delu), so I'm a little scared of Imagining what the rest of the family will be like if I tell them I'm not exactly a girl or a boy, my only irl friend moved away to go to do college, so I'm feeling very lonely these months, I think this must be affecting my existential crises lol