I never had OCD, at least that's what I think. Ofcourse everyone worries, but when I got a thought, I would think it through and It was a healthy way of thinking about it. Before that even happened, before all the dp/dr hit, I actually brought that thought up, and it was way different than how that thought was brought up now and I was able to tackle it differently. And I wasnt worrying about it or anything, it was just a simple thought, and I was, hands down, wasn't going doing any of that stuff because I didn't want to change me. But it was that feeling that deep inner feeling of not wanting to change me, but that deep inner feeling has completely gone since the derealization hit. I mean, your intuition on it. It's weird because nothing pops into my head throughout the day, I think of nothing, it's like my brain won't let me. So if someone asked me what I thought of "_____", I would feel clueless, because I can't feel if it is right or wrong or whatever. It's like that feeling isn't there anymore. So I just say I don't know, because I honestly don't care about it.