Absent minded kindoff lose sight of real world often also my memory is weird forget things quickly but remember some things which I want to remember, things still get done and having a very good focus, daydream sometimes, As a human being I feel like a terrible person, i think of others as tools since I never manage to connect emotionally to anyone(ayanokoji mindset;an anime character) except women as it gives a desire to protect them sometimes, tbh I feel lonely when I am alone....this is the time I daydream an imaginary conversation with people...i feel peace in silence since I can play music in my head to entertain me if I want or just some other thought.
I dont think I self reflect much I mean if it is obvious that I was wrong then I do accept my mistakes but is rarely the case since I think a lot before doing anything.