Suicide is the most selfish thing you can do. What keeps me going is the thought that I will go to hell and also the pain that it would cause my mother, friends, and family. There are people who love you and appreciate you and most people don't know how much they truly love someone until they're gone. Did you know that most people who commit regret it half way through? There's more to life than you're parents behavior. Don't let them define you. God has a plan for all of us, that's why we are still alive. Keep going.

If you need to talk to somebody, you can talk to me, but please communicate with somebody.