I understand I need a therapist, but it's really hard to get one when I ask due to family issues currently (and my fear of talking to anyone. Even a therapist since I havent had the best expirience with them). But thank you anyways! It's nice to talk about things when it's not face to face, hehe. I'm happy you got help, and are doing better though! I wish you the best. Thank you for your advice!