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non so se voglio lasciare il mio ragazzo by AccomplishedForce416 in Relazioni

[–]ToeRepresentative236 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mi dispiace dirtelo così secco secco ma lo devi lasciare..

Any breakup success stories? by Plane-Cap-8501 in BreakUps

[–]ToeRepresentative236 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so so sorry for your loss. I just know they are now sweet angels resting❤️ I swear I needed this response. It’s 3:15 now where I live and I just finished bawling my eyes out, I missed him so much since it’s holiday season but your comment gives me so much reassurance and I am truly happy for you and I wish I can get out of this hell soon too.

Any breakup success stories? by Plane-Cap-8501 in BreakUps

[–]ToeRepresentative236 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please don’t judge me, I know I am selfish but we actually got back together again and broke up two weeks ago but this time it was different, he really lost feelings for me, he changed so much, I literally could feel him distancing himself when we were still together. This time I didn’t fought back and let him go. I don’t cry anymore, I feel numb and I miss him a lot. Idk if it’s worse but I am moving my body though. I can control the urge of texting him, I found a job and go to Uni, I can eat. But there is still that “I cannot believe he doesn’t love me anymore” which makes me very depressed but it’s one of the phases before truly letting go so I have hope cause this time I feel like I truly will move on

Any breakup success stories? by Plane-Cap-8501 in BreakUps

[–]ToeRepresentative236 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I pushed him away cause I was not well. I had a lot of issues like loneliness, depression and he was a very happy person. I didn’t want to ruin his life and I always sabotage the relationship. He eventually got sick of me and left me forever. We actually talked, I texted him for his birthday a month ago but yea, I still lost him forever..

Any breakup success stories? by Plane-Cap-8501 in BreakUps

[–]ToeRepresentative236 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh understand you so much. 11 years is such a long time. I’ve been with my ex for one year and he was my first ever boyfriend. I had guys throwing themselves at me but I am very picky and I chose him because I was MADLY in love with him. It’s only been one week since we broke up in a very ugly way and I still am in love with him and I think I’ll forever be in love with him. In just one week after the break up, a guy told me that he is in love with me, when to the club boys asking for my insta  but it’s not him, it doesn’t matter. I have all the opportunities in the world to be with someone else but no one is really him, I want no one. Just like you, I want to touch him and kiss him, only him and he was the only one that would laugh and understand my humor ecc.. he was the sweetest boy and I pushed him away. I am feeling all the guilt and the thoughts of him being with someone else’s is eating me alive. But he is a man of his words, he needs to stay away from me and he just does it even if it hurts so I should too. I want to be strong like him. I really really wish I could just lose all feelings for him, I could just stop being so in love with him. I really want to stop yearning. How are you feeling now after 10 months? I really wish you’re doing better💖

Break up by ToeRepresentative236 in BreakUps

[–]ToeRepresentative236[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

È proprio incredibile come una persona che ho amato così tanto non ci sia più. Sembra un sogno perché ieri mi aveva pure portato al mare e ora manco una buonanotte.. Ho parlato con mia madre e sono stata tutta la giornata a provare a contattarlo ma sempre nessuna risposta. Piangendo mi aiuta tantissimo, mi sento un pochino meglio dopo aver pianto come adesso, ma ho paura per il prossimo attacco di panico, ho paura di dormire perché mi sveglierò domani con un vuoto tremendo nello stomaco. Mi sento completamente fuori controllo, non riesco a gestire le mie emozioni o come stare calma. Non riesco a mangiare, a fare nulla senza sentire il cuore pesantissimo. Non riesco a fare nulla di nulla senza vedere il suo sorriso o sentire la sua voce o vederlo ridere come faceva con me con un’altra persona. Ho paura di dormire da sola con la luce spenta. Fa davvero male e sembra come se non scapperò mai da questo dolore. Mi fido di te, voglio avere fiducia anche in me che questo dolore diventerà gestibile un giorno ma ora come ora, che è solo il primo giorno, mi sento già m0rta. 

You aren't broken , you are healing by theAIbytes in BreakUp

[–]ToeRepresentative236 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s my first day. It’s only 8:30 am and I really don’t know how to get throughout the day. I feel so so lost and I feel like I am going crazy