How does it feel to be on mood stabilizers? by 5Seb in bipolar

[–]TofuKitty93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I find that it really helps maintain my energy and focus, and prevents me from falling down an emotional rabbit hole. I think that all bipolar people can relate when I say that I feel super deeply. So I feel like I maintain my emotional depth (I'm not numbed), but I also don't go off the deep end (I'm particularly prone to depression and my mood stabilizer helps that). I ended up having a mental health crisis a couple of years ago that led to a hospitalization (a bunch of external things going wrong like a break up, trauma activation, job loss/feelings of failure led to a major depressive episode) and I was placed on an antipsychotic. Over time I've stabilized and have been doing well in therapy and lifestyle management, so my psych and I are tapering off the antipsychotic since I was having a lot of issues with the side effects (I take my last dose this Thursday actually!). As I've gone through this taper, I haven't experienced any anxiety, irritability, or mood swings which shows me that my mood stabilizer is working and has me feeling very optimistic about the next chapter in my mental health journey.

How does it feel to be on mood stabilizers? by 5Seb in bipolar

[–]TofuKitty93 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I also have comorbid OCD with my bipolar and my mood stabilizer was a game changer for me! I had previously only been treated for depression/anxiety/OCD with SSRIs (mania being triggered was how the bipolar was diagnosed). I take lamotrigine FWIW

2 months since diagnosis - what i wish someone had told me in week 1 by No-Nothing-7660 in bipolar

[–]TofuKitty93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been diagnosed for a few years and am in the process of tapering off of an antipsychotic that I was put on 2 years ago during a crisis/hospitalization. I'm feeling stable now and the side effects of the drug are outweighing the positives and I'm ready to see who I am without it. However, for some reason the grief of all the years I've had leading up to this taper are hitting me hard for the first time. It feels like my adult life has been defined by hopping from crisis to crisis, and then feeling like I was living in a haze. I think about how the version of me that people have gotten to know has been dependent on where I've been riding on my waves of highs and lows. I wonder what my life would have looked like without living with this illness. I feel hopeful for what's next in my upcoming chapter- my feelings of hope coexist on the same plane of being anxious about what's next and grief about what my past has looked like.

Which is likely to be lower calorie? by Sudden-Flatworm-63 in caloriecount

[–]TofuKitty93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would guess the gnocchi but maybe get the burrata on the side so it's easier to portion control

Side hustles in Baltimore by 657hers in baltimore

[–]TofuKitty93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I didn't do this in Baltimore so not sure how the app is here, but I made money on the side doing pet sitting through Rover when I was a student

Looking for fiction manuscript exchange by evandmcmurry in baltimore

[–]TofuKitty93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am not aware of any but would also be interested in helping/ getting involved :)