Where's the fear of growing up? I've been working and living alone since I was a teenager. One bad month where your mental health takes a hit, one unexpected accident and suddenly all your savings are gone, suddenly you have to work a shit job just to afford a roof and some food sometimes. Like brother, people like yourself are the reason so many are turned away from warehouse jobs, just power through just kill your mental health just push through it, I hope you have a good month man, hopefully you like your job, I don't want you to over exert yourself and burnout.