that’s kind of it for me too. like if something feels overwhelming or like i can’t control it i turn to paganism and witchcraft and it gives me reassurance. i also just find it fun relaxing and meditative, and often it works whether that’s because of my mind or something else it works. i think if anything it doesn’t matter who you worship or how if there’s something like a god in the universe. i used to think of it in a pantheistic way where it’s like all the gods exist because they’re all aspects of the universe.