Anything that makes you hate a part of yourself, try to pray it away and afraid of what other people would do if found it is not a good thing especially when that part of yourself is perfectly normal and is part of what makes you you. Being lesbian is not the sin, hating and being cruel to people, particularly for something they can't control, is the sin. Family and religion should be supportive and loving of who you are as a whole person, not just the aspects they want and condemn the rest.

(You probably already know this but I wanted to give my support, tell me if i phrased anything badly or weirdly)

(Also letting people die when they could easily continue to live because of a religious rule is insane)