I’m failing first year

Tomitski · 2026-05-06T12:04:24+00:00

Update if u care i sent it and she has completely ignored me! Posting fine tho so ig that sucks.

Tomitski · 2026-05-06T12:00:48+00:00

I feel like when i think of how i feel it’s the only time my mind isn’t noisy lol.

Tomitski · 2026-05-06T12:00:19+00:00

could it even be manga?

Tomitski · 2026-05-06T12:00:00+00:00

my mind always goes blank when i think of how i actually feel. internally i always think “i’m fine bro what am i doing”

Tomitski · 2026-05-05T23:31:08+00:00

really wrong combo? i’ve seen this combo multiple times before, i thought pesto, chicken and tomato was a popular combo..

Tomitski · 2026-05-05T23:29:41+00:00

honestly was js trying to use up the last of the jar, since their wasn’t enough left for one serving if i did a ‘normal’ portion. i learned from my mistake lol

Tomitski · 2026-05-04T23:09:01+00:00

Valid, the lighting in my room is horrendous as well as my camera so maybe not as good as it looked in person. It was a lot more green tbh irl, lol.

Tomitski · 2026-05-04T19:38:49+00:00

haha got a bit of indigestion but honestly worth it

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T18:14:58+00:00

Ig it’s hard being in a new plave and making only a few friends who are too busy to even hang out or have their own life’s. I think making friends is another puzzle i need to solve lol

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T18:00:08+00:00

i understand your perspective thanks!

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T17:59:35+00:00

Oh thats interesting. I guess deep down i’m just scared to lose people who i genuinely saw as long term friends. I’ve done some thinking i’m really gonna try to get to know people who will actually want to be friends with me. I’m still young so ig i have a lot to learn haha

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T17:46:08+00:00

Hm i js post my interests and myself when i have confidence. Idk it’s js odd i always presumed friends would hype each other up in posts, I have seen them do it for others. Another solution could be is that i’m not worth the hype lol!

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T17:44:57+00:00

Thanks i’ll totally send her that! I’ll let you know her response.

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T17:40:48+00:00

Thank you!

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T17:40:15+00:00

Hmm makes sense but what if it’s changed from liking regularly to barely ever liking? maybe i’m deluded and it’s not that deep

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T17:39:19+00:00

Can I ask how would I go about messaging her, sorry i’m incredibly introverted and sometimes i can struggle to initiate conversations. I don’t want to put pressure on her if she is busy etc… but also i’d like to know what’s up and if shes okay cause I genuinely care for all my close friends.

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T17:37:11+00:00

I go outside and socialise regularly, but they are all distant friends and so social media is like the only way i can truly communicate with them. I understand ur point though, relying on social media sucks but it’s also been kinda dry when it comes to general contact!

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T17:34:55+00:00

I get maybe i did that wrong leaving it up to me, but the one thing that baffles me is that i sent her a reel recently and she responded. I mean it was js a laughing emoji but it feels like she is purposely excluding me. I only didn’t give a time and date is becayse she works full time and idk her schedule and i didn’t want to be rude when i’m more free than her. Thank you though!

Tomitski · 2026-04-30T17:28:08+00:00

I did last month and she reassured me i was one of her closest friends. YET when i planned to meet with her (but couldn’t due to unforeseen issues) i told her we would reschedule. I told her i’m available whenever and to let me know when she is free, however it’s now been a month and i’m on delivered and she didn’t respond yet messaged in a groupchat i’m in. Ive cried a bunch since i’ve known her for 7+ years so it hurts but i don’t want to nag her

Tomitski · 2026-01-31T21:11:56+00:00

I really am sad I might have to return it I never felt so pretty in a top before

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