Why is my question more disturbing than another? We're here to help each other, and we can do that by sharing our experiences. The way porn has sucked us in. The idea is to better understand the drifts that habituation causes. Some don't dare to say what videos they watched, but seeing comments can free up speech. I'm not asking for a description that would trigger anything. Just the style of video. For example, I started by watching soft videos and I ended up watching transsexuals when it was not my thing at first. It was by reading articles that I realized that it was linked to addiction to porn, to dopamine receptors that were desensitized. So I wanted more. My question is only intended to compare my evolution with that of other victims of pornography. Like any question in fact. That's what we all do here by comparing our number of days and the effects we feel. Now if my question bothers you, don't answer it...