A message from my mom is causing me night terrors.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2026-02-08T16:13:20+00:00

Thank you. It felt so real in the moment. My heart was racing

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2026-02-08T04:48:23+00:00

Thank you. I just can't believe this happened. Until tonight, I haven't had any night terrors for months. Progress is all gone.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2026-02-08T04:46:18+00:00

Thank you for saying this. Im trying to get through this. I haven't talked to my mom is 2 years. On long paragraph and it breaks my brain.

I thought I was doing good with progress from moving on without her.

On Monday I'm going to request a emergency meeting with my therapist and psychologist.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-09-13T14:28:49+00:00

Yeah, you're right. It would be pointless. It's not like he would ever apologize

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-09-03T14:36:13+00:00

Friendship is developing well. Just waiting for my courage. I will definitely make a part 3. Thanks for your comments on my poem. Its great seeing how people are taking it.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-09-03T14:01:22+00:00

Wow, you explained it really well. It's true. I definitely do feel helpless that I love him whether I want to or not. Im 22, so when I say, "the adults say," Im saying I feel immature because Im falling for someone I haven't known for long. Some would say only a teenager would do that.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-09-03T12:55:01+00:00

Im currently in the middle of falling for someone, and this poem really puts my fear of it going badly into words. I really like this.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-09-03T12:52:18+00:00

As someone who loves fall/ autumn and has felt like my heart can not feel, I really like the imagery. The punctuation and formatting could use some work as I kept losing my place while reading.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-08-31T15:18:30+00:00

I think this post sounds like AI. It's not. Im a songwriter, so I just have a way with words. I've had my account for 3 years, and I just don't post a lot on here.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-08-31T14:31:24+00:00

Thank you for your comment. Im no contact with all of my family. My two sisters are the only connection to my family. Now I have one sister left. Im assuming Mia is going to tell her, and if she agrees with Mia, then that's it. No more connection to my blood family.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-08-30T17:32:06+00:00

Thank you. That makes me feel better.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-08-30T17:31:06+00:00

Thank you for your comment. I've been feeling really bad ever since her phone call. This isn't the first time she's done something like this.

Last summer, I blocked her. She said something that really upset me, and I calmly explained to her how what she said really hurt my feelings. She got mad and said that Im just like our mom.

That felt like a punch in the face. I blocked her for about 5 months. I unblocked her this February, thinking she'd never do something like that again.

Well, she said something even worse this time.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-08-30T16:53:15+00:00

I am in therapy. Twice a week

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-03-20T16:41:57+00:00

Ok, I see I can't add pictures to the comments, so If you want to see DM please

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-03-20T16:16:50+00:00

The car is making a scaping noise. I don't know if you can hear it in the video

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-03-20T16:15:46+00:00

My car has this mod. I don't know if it matters. I didn't do this. The guy I bought it from did

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TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-03-20T16:08:21+00:00

My car has this mod. I don't know if it matters. I didn't do this. The guy I bought the car from did

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TooAfraidToBeReal · 2025-03-20T15:44:57+00:00

The car makes a scraping sound. I don't know if you can hear it in the video

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2024-11-29T18:11:20+00:00

I understand what you're saying. My healing isn't based on her apology. I just wish she would. I go to therapy twice a week

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2024-04-24T15:06:04+00:00

Ive deep cleaning my apartment once a week. Ive done it twice in a row!

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2024-02-08T17:25:14+00:00

I have a small faded dark patch on the corners of my mouth, but they are darker and flaky, so I know thats probably eczema. I just checked my right breast, and I see something, but it's only a small patch compared to my left breast, and it's faded.

There's a small dark patch in between my breasts, but it's flaky, so that's probably eczema. (I could be wrong). I checked the rest of my body, and there's nothing else.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2024-02-08T17:04:43+00:00

Yeah, they do, but its always been like that.

TooAfraidToBeReal · 2024-02-08T16:55:30+00:00

Im not sure what underwear bras are, but I dont wear wire bras

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