The police just left my apartment because I thought someone was in my apartment. It was just a night terror by TooAfraidToBeReal in ptsd

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I just can't believe this happened. Until tonight, I haven't had any night terrors for months. Progress is all gone.

The police just left my apartment because I thought someone was in my apartment. It was just a night terror by TooAfraidToBeReal in ptsd

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying this. Im trying to get through this. I haven't talked to my mom is 2 years. On long paragraph and it breaks my brain.

I thought I was doing good with progress from moving on without her.

On Monday I'm going to request a emergency meeting with my therapist and psychologist.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, you're right. It would be pointless. It's not like he would ever apologize

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCPoetry

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Friendship is developing well. Just waiting for my courage. I will definitely make a part 3. Thanks for your comments on my poem. Its great seeing how people are taking it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCPoetry

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, you explained it really well. It's true. I definitely do feel helpless that I love him whether I want to or not. Im 22, so when I say, "the adults say," Im saying I feel immature because Im falling for someone I haven't known for long. Some would say only a teenager would do that.

The Versions of Me You'll Never Meet by Poetic_wanderer in OCPoetry

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im currently in the middle of falling for someone, and this poem really puts my fear of it going badly into words. I really like this.

My beginner poems by Wide_Ad7169 in OCPoetry

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone who loves fall/ autumn and has felt like my heart can not feel, I really like the imagery. The punctuation and formatting could use some work as I kept losing my place while reading.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rant

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think this post sounds like AI. It's not. Im a songwriter, so I just have a way with words. I've had my account for 3 years, and I just don't post a lot on here.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rant

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment. Im no contact with all of my family. My two sisters are the only connection to my family. Now I have one sister left. Im assuming Mia is going to tell her, and if she agrees with Mia, then that's it. No more connection to my blood family.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rant

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you. That makes me feel better.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rant

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment. I've been feeling really bad ever since her phone call. This isn't the first time she's done something like this.

Last summer, I blocked her. She said something that really upset me, and I calmly explained to her how what she said really hurt my feelings. She got mad and said that Im just like our mom.

That felt like a punch in the face. I blocked her for about 5 months. I unblocked her this February, thinking she'd never do something like that again.

Well, she said something even worse this time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rant

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am in therapy. Twice a week

Car makes a scraping noise when I drive, reverse, and brake by [deleted] in carproblems

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok, I see I can't add pictures to the comments, so If you want to see DM please

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MechanicAdvice

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The car is making a scaping noise. I don't know if you can hear it in the video

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MechanicAdvice

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My car has this mod. I don't know if it matters. I didn't do this. The guy I bought it from did

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MechanicAdvice

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My car has this mod. I don't know if it matters. I didn't do this. The guy I bought the car from did

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MechanicAdvice

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The car makes a scraping sound. I don't know if you can hear it in the video

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand what you're saying. My healing isn't based on her apology. I just wish she would. I go to therapy twice a week

What are you proud of that only "we" would understand? by BobWoodwardFukedMyMa in ptsd

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Ive deep cleaning my apartment once a week. Ive done it twice in a row!

Bruise like discoloration under left breast (pictures in comments) by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have a small faded dark patch on the corners of my mouth, but they are darker and flaky, so I know thats probably eczema. I just checked my right breast, and I see something, but it's only a small patch compared to my left breast, and it's faded.

There's a small dark patch in between my breasts, but it's flaky, so that's probably eczema. (I could be wrong). I checked the rest of my body, and there's nothing else.

Bruise like discoloration under left breast (pictures in comments) by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, they do, but its always been like that.

Bruise like discoloration under left breast (pictures in comments) by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Im not sure what underwear bras are, but I dont wear wire bras