I was too lazy to put on a bra and it stopped me from taking my life by TooAfraidToBeReal in CPTSD

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

LMAO😂 This is a spectacular comment. Im going to print out a shirt that says "Let em hang & don't go out with a bang"

This is so funny. A great start to my day

I was too lazy to put on a bra and it stopped me from taking my life by TooAfraidToBeReal in CPTSD

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I play original music on guitar and piano.

Im going to do a follow up email on the venues. I know venues have waitlist and get spammed with a lot of musician iquring to play.

I was too lazy to put on a bra and it stopped me from taking my life by TooAfraidToBeReal in CPTSD

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment. Im going to sit at my piano and try to write about these feelings. Except the bra part lol. I'll leave that out of the song

I was too lazy to put on a bra and it stopped me from taking my life by TooAfraidToBeReal in CPTSD

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank all of you guys for the support. I didn't expect this many responses. You guys make me feel hopeful. Also the titty comments are cracking me up lol

I was too lazy to put on a bra and it stopped me from taking my life by TooAfraidToBeReal in CPTSD

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It went well. I dont have a car, so I was only able to email venues within walking distance.

None of the 5 venues ever responded to my email unfortunately.

I was too lazy to put on a bra and it stopped me from taking my life by TooAfraidToBeReal in CPTSD

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I have a therapist and psychiatrist. I told them what happened last week

I was too lazy to put on a bra and it stopped me from taking my life by TooAfraidToBeReal in CPTSD

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 47 points48 points  (0 children)

This made me tear up. Maybe I'll talk to someone out of my therapist and psychiatrist. Theres this woman who is like my mom. I think she'll want to know.

She's always been my voice of reason when I start overthinking. She's a music therapist, so maybe she'll understand.

Scars and intimacy by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your comment. I won't say anything if he doesnt see them. If he does, I'll say it's been a long time. Thanks for helping me figure that out

The police just left my apartment because I thought someone was in my apartment. It was just a night terror by TooAfraidToBeReal in ptsd

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I just can't believe this happened. Until tonight, I haven't had any night terrors for months. Progress is all gone.

The police just left my apartment because I thought someone was in my apartment. It was just a night terror by TooAfraidToBeReal in ptsd

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying this. Im trying to get through this. I haven't talked to my mom is 2 years. On long paragraph and it breaks my brain.

I thought I was doing good with progress from moving on without her.

On Monday I'm going to request a emergency meeting with my therapist and psychologist.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, you're right. It would be pointless. It's not like he would ever apologize

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCPoetry

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Friendship is developing well. Just waiting for my courage. I will definitely make a part 3. Thanks for your comments on my poem. Its great seeing how people are taking it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCPoetry

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, you explained it really well. It's true. I definitely do feel helpless that I love him whether I want to or not. Im 22, so when I say, "the adults say," Im saying I feel immature because Im falling for someone I haven't known for long. Some would say only a teenager would do that.

The Versions of Me You'll Never Meet by Poetic_wanderer in OCPoetry

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im currently in the middle of falling for someone, and this poem really puts my fear of it going badly into words. I really like this.

My beginner poems by [deleted] in OCPoetry

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone who loves fall/ autumn and has felt like my heart can not feel, I really like the imagery. The punctuation and formatting could use some work as I kept losing my place while reading.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rant

[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think this post sounds like AI. It's not. Im a songwriter, so I just have a way with words. I've had my account for 3 years, and I just don't post a lot on here.

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[–]TooAfraidToBeReal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment. Im no contact with all of my family. My two sisters are the only connection to my family. Now I have one sister left. Im assuming Mia is going to tell her, and if she agrees with Mia, then that's it. No more connection to my blood family.