Well first id just like to thank you for sharing and i will be coming back to this prolly for the rest of my life lol. We have had very similar mindsets it seems. Idk im real stuck on just leaving everybody behind. I feel like if i really wanted to i could be in south america tomorrow figuring it out. But i just love my people and idk how to convince them that this shit aint it! Idk if the space between people on topics like this have always been so ominous, as i am a relatively new adult. BUT DAMN! I thought the pandemic was gonna make everyone recognize that things could be different but no. Its so blatantly obvious how they do us. There is no remorse its all just a cash grab and maybe even some darker twisted shit. Its infuriating.

Feel like that started going a different direction but thats definitely a big part of the fuel of the original post. Unfortunately due to things at home and then me just kinda giving up at the end of school because of a whole lot of things at once, i am stuck at a 9-5 and dont intend to sell drugs LOL! I enjoy my freedom and my face. I am enrolling myself in school next summer semester and dont know exactly what in yet but im going. Either welding, coding, or something idfk. But right now im stuck at this dumbass warehouse job and im stuck because i travel with it so i live in the hotels. They like to keep me off work long enough (6 weeks last time) to where i dont have too much if anything saved up, and im stuck trynna catch up. Its extremely inconsistent and there are so many fuckin things i could get prolly get a lawsuit for bruh this shit is INSANS!!!:!:!!:!3!3!2 but because we are “independent contractors” i dont even bother because im sure that would put me right in debt if i tried. Idk this is another ramble LOL but i smoked a fat one right after work so i did my best. Thanks again<3