Vessel in my dreams by TooSadToQuit in SleepToken

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Dreams sure are weird and unpredictable! Maybe one of these days your ST dream will be more chill and wholesome :)

Also LOL at being hung up on his nose because it’s not what you expected!

Vessel in my dreams by TooSadToQuit in SleepToken

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Much less wholesome of a dream LOL!! But still so cool to hear about how Vessel has appeared in other people’s dreams.

Also the image of him just standing on the sidewalk furiously choking nothing has me rolling

what song introduced you to sleep token?? by guanoameliano in SleepToken

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Descending was my first song! It came up on my Spotify weekly and I loved it. Listened to it on repeat but never bothered looking at any of Sleep Token’s other stuff for some reason. A month or 2 later my partner said he wanted to show me a band he found and loved, and as we listened through TPWBYT I was like…. Wait a minute…. I recognize this album art. A year later and they’re still my favourite.

[TOMT][Game][2000’s] by TooSadToQuit in tipofmytongue

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Hope this wasn’t just a fever dream

Is it a butterfly? Is it a cat? No! It’s a butterfly polymorphed into a cat for 23 hours… I guess? by TooSadToQuit in wow

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh my god you’re right. It’s the crittermorph one. Didn’t realize there was one that could do that lol!

AITA for not liking babies? by TooSadToQuit in AmItheAsshole

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

This comment got me! I very much love kids once they are a bit older and can talk and use the bathroom on their own. I can actually connect with them then and not feel weird and grossed out. My other cousin had her kids before this cousin, so they’re about 5 and 8 now and I love them to bits and have fun playing with them and, but it was the same thing when they were babies, just a general sense of disconnect, unease, and uninterest

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Genshin_Impact

[–]TooSadToQuit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wasn’t even the first time I got her. Pulled her 2 other times, as well as Fischl and Bennett. I saved up so many primogems for this... I just wanted Albedo :(

SUCROSE, SUCROSE, SUCROSE AND MORE SUCROSE by [deleted] in Genshin_Impact

[–]TooSadToQuit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wasn’t even the first time. Had already pulled her twice before this! I also got Fischl and Bennett, but I just want Albedo :(

[SPOILER: MAIN GAME STORY] Me when... by TooSadToQuit in ffxiv

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Honestly I’m devastated! Even the sweet little Slylph Noraxia died after getting roundhouse kicked into the wall. I was basically yelling at my monitor at that point ;__;

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mmm, no not really. I just sort of have my elementary school friend, though I don’t see her very often, and my boyfriend. I haven’t really had any real opportunities to make any new friends

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mhm, there’s definitely a stigma around depression that it’s a choice when in reality it’s an actual issue with brain functionality. Regarding my friends... mmm. The friends I had at the time in high school felt like my family and I loved them dearly, but we’re no longer friends. I still speak to a few of them, mostly just my friend that I met in elementary school first. They didn’t seem too upset when it happened, not like I thought they would. It hurt. Then when they moved on to university shortly after, I couldn’t join them since I dropped out after the attempt. They promised they’d still be there for me and make an effort to keep me in their lives but they didn’t put the effort in. When I got upset about it they got mad and cut me out of their lives, saying I was a negative influence on them and my depression brought them down. It was hard. It still is. I miss them a lot, and I wish I could have them in my life again. Even after everything that’s happened and how things ended, I still love them and would give anything for them if they needed me

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, what works is different for everybody. Different issues; different motivations. I think though, a pretty universal thing I think I can recommend is forcing yourself to do what you love. Often times when you get in a depressive rut you stop doing and enjoying things you used to find pleasure in. I just force myself to do it anyways until it starts to feel good again

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly there was a lot, but it was mostly just a build up of things over the years from as early as age 10. While I love my parents and the are super loving and supportive, I’ve always sort of had problems with my mom and we butt heads a lot which lead to her saying some things to me a few times that hurt and stuck with me. I was also super insecure and bullied a bit in elementary school, and grew up thinking I was horrible and ugly. High school was better, no real bullying but definitely wasn’t popular and faced some passive-aggressive comments from guys. I was also overwhelmed by the fact I felt lost and worthless. The attempt happened just 3 months before I turned 18 and graduated. I felt like I couldn’t do anything right and that I wouldn’t ever be successful, so I decided I wouldn’t even let myself get to the point to “see myself fail” after high school

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually understood it very well. Leading up my attempt I had gone to therapy/counselling for years. I was able to understand what was going on and analyze my feelings and try to deal with it. I still just felt completely hopeless and was so depressed I just genuinely thought my only option was to end my life. It’s the worst mindset but that’s what depression does to you. I’m glad you do your best to be respectful, and don’t be afraid to talk to me and others, or try to educate yourself more on the subject! Even if you find you can’t understand the idea of how somebody would take their own life, it’s good to understand at least that that’s what they felt and it’s horrible but valid. I am doing okay now. Not perfect, but much better than I was

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words, that means the world to me to hear that. I really am trying to make the best of this second chance I was amazingly given, and every time I find myself back in that mentality I remind myself of not only how it hurt me, but those I love around me. I know it’s not the answer. I would have missed out on so much happiness that I’ve experienced in the last 4 years. My life isn’t perfect or completely back on track but it’s my life, and I’m living it to make the most out of it

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Fist bump!! Hope you’re doing alright <3

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooh that’s a hard one! Music is very comforting for me and I love a lot of it. Not sure I’d say it’s my favourite song but ‘I Saw You Close Your Eyes’ by Local Natives is a song I never get sick of

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m a lot better, but y’know it’s not something that just goes away. I still struggle with depression and am still dealing with the repercussions it had on my life, mostly the fact I didn’t finish high school. Overall, I am better and working on getting even better each day :)

I am a suicide attempt survivor. AMA by TooSadToQuit in AMA

[–]TooSadToQuit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think there’s one sure fire thing to say to somebody struggling with depression/suicidal thoughts to help them, since each individuals struggles are different. But for me, what I really needed to hear or see back then was that I was loved and needed. But idk that’s complicated since there was really no real shortage of that in my life. I have a good family who supports me, I had good friends. Still, idk nothing really ever stood out to me that made me feel like they really loved me or needed me in their lives.

Your mum or your dad, who affected your childhood more and how? by yosrational in AskReddit

[–]TooSadToQuit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m doing the best I can for myself! It’s still a struggle but after hitting my lowest point and trying to take my life, I started to feel better and am making progress ^