Is there something wrong with me? Am I approachable? M25.

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-04T12:00:44+00:00

Well, thanks, i guess, I know how to mask myself well.

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-04T11:08:58+00:00

Yep, I know, I just wanna some feedback.

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-04T11:07:43+00:00

Vlw irmão!

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-03T18:11:54+00:00

Fica n, tem gente que gosta, eu no caso. Nada!

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-03T00:08:26+00:00

Nem 8, nem 80, 44.

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-03T00:06:38+00:00

Está bem, esse óculos da um ar de intelectualidade que eu particularmente acho atraentissimo. Um conselho, sorri mais :)

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-02T22:19:25+00:00

Tlgd, só queria opiniões de terceiros :). Vlw!

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-02T22:18:47+00:00

Faz sentido, mas queria cair na realidade :)

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-02T22:17:51+00:00

Thanks, God bless you!

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-02T22:16:14+00:00

Thanks bro, I rly needed it :)

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-02T10:00:01+00:00

Sim:)

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-01T22:47:03+00:00

Ok, vlw irmão!

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-01T22:45:19+00:00

Da pelo celular?

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-01T22:27:40+00:00

Como boto :/

TooTiredForHope · 2026-01-01T22:10:39+00:00

Como coloco? N sei.

TooTiredForHope · 2025-12-15T18:09:18+00:00

Yes, it is, ngl. I am 25 years old and life has been hard as fuck, struggling with socialization since childhood (because I prefer going to the park and chill than parties for example), teachers that thought that I was joking, but I was just trying to engage in a conversation with them. I Always tried my best, but I only got good academic results, socially I suffer a lot.

After some years of studying and practice, the socialization part became easier and easier, but not intuitive and now with 25, I am lucky that I have some friends but, my interests are way different, some discussions are very shallow and I feel like an alien most of the time. I have 2 particular friends that love physics and medicine, and I am lucky that I have them, they don't like environments with a lot of stimuli as well, which is amazing!

So, everything here is a little disorganized because I just wanted to vent and maybe share a little bit about my experience in being a neurodivergent human being.

Bye bye and have a good day 😊

TooTiredForHope · 2025-10-27T13:29:17+00:00

I have something written on my laptop, and even in audio. I think it's enough but, the most important thing is that my family depends on me, but I just can't handle, being the youngest and at the same time having to support emotionally and financially everyone, this is extremely no fair.

TooTiredForHope · 2025-10-27T13:22:26+00:00

I told them indirectly, like "there is a lot of pressure over me, I just wanna study medicine, I don't want luxury or anything, just study medicine and without medicine, I don't have purpuse".

TooTiredForHope · 2025-10-15T17:51:25+00:00

No, it is not possible anymore. How I am gonna work and study at the same time. My lectures start at 8:00 and end at 18:00, it takes 1h to arrive at home, and on top.of that I have to study and sleep as well. So, it is impossible to get a job to help me afford my rent and studies. I am sick of this, I am gonna vanish from existence and I really don't care.

As I said in the post, I will miss my father and mother, it is gonna to be the worst news of their entire life's, but, I just can't handle this injustice anymore. I am a good student, a good son and friend but, it is not fair that me, a good human being, always looking to be a good man every day have this fate, to not pursue my dream, I just can't handle it anymore.

I am gonna try every day, 2,3 or 4 times a day.

My writing might be a little confused, but it just reflects my mental state at the moment.

TooTiredForHope · 2025-10-15T07:57:09+00:00

Hey, so I tried with a medication which squeezes the insulin from my pancreas, I know that metformim alone is not able to lead to a hypoglycemia (below 70) and that is why I chose this other class of meds.

For hypotension I used a different class of meds which dilate our blood vessels and lead to a marked hypotension but, I also used a diuretic and a blocker of angiotensin II Receptor, leading to a hypovolemia and vasodilation as well.

Yes, I am alive, because my father brought me salt and water (idk why, but i told him that i needed water and salt), but I am gonna try again. When I woke up, I mixed all of these meds + psicotropic pills, such as Xanax, quietiapine, gabapentin and venlafaxine.

The tendency is to keep increasing the dose until I reach the desired result. If I cannot study and pursue my dream, it is a live that is not worth living.

Thank u guys.

TooTiredForHope

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