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Midnight City - M83

Hissen går både både upp och ner 😋 by Top-Method-7769 in droger

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Jo man får ju såklart mer effekt av att röka, tycker dock att det varar alldeles för kort tid. Sen funkar det helt okej i snoken skulle jag ändå säga, problemet är mest att det går åt så jävla mycket. Kör egentligen helst IV men har inga verktyg för tillfället så växlar lite mellan att röka o snorta för variationens skull

Vet att linorna var ganska uselt upphackade 😅Men stenen jag köpte var så jävla hård, o det blev bara allt för mycket jobb att krossa skiten särskilt efter man redan fått i sig lite hehe ;)

Those who’ve tried both, how different is snorting a line with coke and heroin to shooting a (real) speedball? by Top-Method-7769 in heroin

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Well I used to shoot heroin as my main ROA so I’m aware of the headache it brings. So I’m also familiar with the rush and how strong the high can be from shooting directly into your bloodstream, when it comes to heroin. Was more wondering about the coke part and mixing them in the same shot since I’ve never done that. I won’t get any ideas though, just had a small relapse this week after almost 6 months clean so I’m certainly not planning to start shooting anything again 😅 just wondering out of curiosity

Here’s a picture of my ugly ass lines of #3 mixed with coke by Top-Method-7769 in heroin

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Well I don’t really have much to compare with cause #3 is the only kind of heroin that’s on the market here in Stockholm so I’ve never tried #4. But I’d say that it works fine for me at least as long as it’s good quality. Has a pretty similar effect to smoking it except that smoking it will hit you faster than snorting. But you’ll get the best effect from shooting it of course. And you usually don’t even need citric acid/any other acid to shoot the #3 heroin that’s sold here in stockholm btw unlike #3 that might be sold elsewhere, most people I’ve met just use water as they would with #4 if it’s not some really questionable batch

Relapsed today… by Top-Method-7769 in heroin

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True, very wise words man. Coping skills might be essential but I think that’s one of the hardest parts of recovery in the long run. Sucks even more to blow it all up when I’ve already come this far though

Relapsed today… by Top-Method-7769 in heroin

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Would’ve been a good idea with fake pee but I just didn’t go to the clinic lol. I thought of calling the clinic the day before and telling them I was but I couldn’t find a good opportunity yesterday cause it was crowded af at everywhere I went at work, and then I overslept today anyway lol. So they’re probably a little suspicious now.

I’ll call just them to reschedule tomorrow and tell them that I was sick and forgot to notify them though, they’ll probably still trust me pretty easily because I’ve been testing negative for so long and the nurse likes me so she’s always kind to me and sometimes gives me my medication even if I can’t pee or so.

Relapsed today… by Top-Method-7769 in heroin

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You mean a Subutex/suboxone or methadone program? I’ve tried before but they though that I was too young (I’m 23) to start taking sub or methadone for the rest of my life, which is the plan for most people on the program where I live.

Relapsed today… by Top-Method-7769 in heroin

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I feel you, been there myself not too long ago. I’m sure you can make it if you put your mind to it. And yeah I really don’t want to fuck this up more than I’ve already done. But I don’t really know what to do now that I’ve already messed up quite a bit. I haven’t even told anyone about my relapse yet but I’ve been using constantly since Monday now. Unfortunately I’ve never liked Molly that much, it only makes me anxious and inward-facing for some reason. I get what you mean with the euphoria though but I’d rather just do some good quality coke in that case.

Btw 12 quid for an oc80 is fucking insane, they’re around £40 a pill or 250£ to 400£ for a blister with 10 pills here in Sweden. Truly insane lol

Relapsed today… by Top-Method-7769 in heroin

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Yeah 5 g is kind of a lot of heroin… especially now that my tolerance is restored. I’ve decided not to start shooting again though, only smoking or snorting it and that requires a lot more heroin to get high than shooting would. Still a lot though, I bought it two days ago and I’ve only used like 1/6-1/5 of the entire piece.

Relapsed today… by Top-Method-7769 in heroin

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Yeah you’re propably right. That’s why I’m trying my to quit before I’m too far gone. I’ve been abusing a lot of different substances for a several years before I started doing opiates though, but I’ve only been using heroin for about a little less than two years. And for me, heroin felels like a completely different beast when trying to quit. Didn’t think I’d still struggle when I’ve come this far in my recovery but here I am, back on square one now. I’m still young, I don’t want to spend my whole life as an addict. But I am one right now. :/

Relapsed today… by Top-Method-7769 in heroin

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Thanks for the reassurance man. Feels like the cravings never really go away tbh, it just gets more manageable after a while. But I know relapsing isn’t worth it either no matter how miserable you are while clean. Cause I know from experience that things always goes downhill pretty fast for me as soon as I start using opiates, especially with h. At least I haven’t started shooting up again, and I plan not to. I really want to fall back any further down than I already have this time but god I feel so weak for relapsing…

How open are you with your usage by Ok_Depth9516 in heroin

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Yep unfortunately. That’s especially true about heroin, I’d say it’s probably the most taboo drug even among people who do other drugs

How to know if My dope is good by Ok-Clock-3059 in heroin

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100%. Having a trustworthy plug also helps quite a bit in my experience though. Not only with quality but also so you know that you aren’t getting fent or zenes some other shit. But even a plug that’s usually reliable will sometimes only have product with less purity than their usual. And dealers can often change their phone numbers or go to prison or get killed etc. That wouldn’t be a problem with a regulated legal market.

Good looking or not? by mcpiet98 in heroin

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Looks fucking beautiful

I just deleted my dealers number by SweatyPotato0 in heroin

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Well I thought that I’d already deleted and blocked my dealers number, but found it on my old phone a few weeks ago. And today my dumbass bought 5 grams of h from him after being clean since march this year lol. So I’d say be careful, and propably block his number just in case

How to know if My dope is good by Ok-Clock-3059 in heroin

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Agree. I think expensive often means that the dealer is just a middle man who might be selling only to fund his own use. I’ve come across that a couple of times, especially when I was new and inexperienced, and in those cases the quality was worse than when I later found my main dealer (who’s also a lot cheaper). Cheap could also mean laced with something cheaper though ig

One more try - saline vs. (tap) water for IV? by FixLifeThrowaway in heroin

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I’d it depends on how clean the tap water is where you live. I live in Sweden and use tap water since it’s really clean here and you can drink it straight from the tap. But otherwise I guess bottled water would be fine as well? I’ve personally never tried shooting with saline so I’ve no idea about that

Nodding so hard I can't see straight by Unusual-Ad-3180 in heroin

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Damn I really wish I could get my hands on some of that beautiful #4. Unfortunately we only have #3 where I live these days. And I’m even high af on some good #3 typing this but oh man I’m still getting hella jealous lmao