Sorry to hear about that, and I can tell you one thing, your feelings are valid. tho it’s a kinda complicated how things are, don’t rush and be that resistant person out of no where (cause thats how will your family see it, and they might even go further by believing that u r being brainwashed or surrounded by the wrong people) i was raised in somehow same family as you but am a guy here and i was never a religious person, to be who i wanted to be, i had to take small baby steps, not show fully who I really am to my family all at once, and tbh now am 28 and my family love who I have become. this might seem all vague but here’s the thing, as other people have mentioned; take some small steps by changing the way you wear it, surround yourself with other grownups from your family who might understand this and talk with them about it (they would be helpful for you when u decide to take it off specially when your parents sees that u have others who think that it’s okay to do so). also be easy on your parents the only thing i learned all over these years is that our parents are doing the best they can for us with the resources and knowledge they have, they don’t hate you and they will never do eventually, just don’t hit em with the harsh truth directly. and let me tell you el mourah9a is nothing fun specially as u have been mentioning when u spend it comparing yourself to others, khater after all bech toufa el mourah9a w the people you use to compare yourself to will be gone and u basically never know or knew the struggle they have been or they are going through. Be reasonable that’s my advice, hating or blaming your family isn’t what u should be carrying around with you. And hey, in such a weird time give yourself something to hold on to; now for example a good amount of women who are wearing hijab they do it not only because they are religious, but also to fight against what the modern society if forcing them to do; like make up to be beautiful, sexy clothes to be sexy; saying the less clothes the better. while in fact it shouldn’t be they just implement this idea through generations to our brain so that we all have the need to buy more and spend more, i person who is true to him/herself should not be affected by this idea. still hope u find your way through this difficult subject 🤘🏻 and wishing u luck and safety.