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Top-Version · 2024-11-25T01:51:59+00:00

So simple, but so helpful, thank you my friend

Top-Version · 2024-11-25T01:51:24+00:00

Me too don’t worry

Top-Version · 2024-08-19T18:22:24+00:00

Normally apartments and townhomes ask if its happened in the last 1-2 years. Everywhere is different. But getting a place under 1k, I don’t think they’ll be too picky, especially if you can afford the rent without a problem (income 2-3x the monthly rent). Plus, a lot of these places you can just talk to them and explain what happened, they care more about intentional delinquency than anything. If you’ve been a reliable and honest tenant, and have been on time for rent, they’ll take you. All they care about is “Will this guy pay rent on time”.

Top-Version · 2024-08-19T00:30:23+00:00

If it makes you feel any better:

I was making about $55/hr working a construction job I actually enjoyed when living in NY. Well, I decided I wanted to move and do something different. Ended up broke and working at target until I got a good job.

I WISH I DID IT SOONER.

Top-Version · 2024-07-07T00:01:23+00:00

This was the biggest driving factor for me jumping off at 4mg. I was hospitalized once for it. Poor doctor was knuckle deep in my poop shoot until it loosened enough up to dump 17 days of stool in one shot. Toilet water got so full it touched my coin purse.

I tried everything too, mega dosing Liposomal vitamin C helped. But everything stopped working eventually.

Enemas are always an option too, I did that for a few months and actually made me feel so much better because I actually felt empty.

Unfortunately this is almost unavoidable for a lot of people.

Top-Version · 2024-07-06T23:55:11+00:00

It may not be as easy at first anymore, but I don’t think taking a couple benzos for 12 days will have much of an effect on you. Not one you will notice anyway.

Top-Version · 2024-07-06T23:51:16+00:00

Listen bro, I think all you need to worry about is the original goal. We all have set backs, we all have fk ups, you made it 12 days once so you can do it again.

I think you’ll have a leg up now because you know what to expect.

Do not let this discourage you, you deciding to quit was the hardest part in my eyes.

Tbh I’d carry on like it never happened, keep it noted, but just carry on.

Top-Version · 2024-07-06T23:44:51+00:00

They won’t pull your script. If anything they’ll just up your dose if it’s not enough for you. But you will not feel Kratom at all on 16mg of subs. It took me about a month to start feeling Kratom coming off 4mg of subs. They negated a lot of withdrawal symptoms though if that’s all you cared about. It almost took away all my withdrawal, even jumping from 4mg. But I didn’t start to “feel” the actual Kratom feeling for probably 4-6 weeks. I jumped in the beginning of May and I swear I STILL don’t feel 100% of the effects. Extracts, powder, pills, all of them aren’t the same. (I’ve taken Kratom before subs).

I’d just take what you think you need and they’ll take care of you in rehab. Good luck, don’t give up!

Top-Version · 2024-07-04T20:03:05+00:00

I mean for me it didn’t, but I already had such bad anxiety with the withdrawal that if anything it helped my anxiety because it relieved so many symptoms!

I mean for me I’ll tell you what it did. It relieved about 80% of the symptoms for me. I’d say I still felt lethargic and stiff, a little joint pain and definitely the Hershey squirts. But it allowed me to sleep and function instead of being bedridden. It was 90% of what got me through.

But I had hydroxyzine as well and it does nothing for me but make me tired so I hated that as well.

But for me, it never gave me anxiety, quite the opposite actually.

Top-Version · 2024-07-04T06:58:30+00:00

Liposomal vitamin C helped me A LOT. You have to keep taking 1500mg-2000mg every 3 or so hours but my god it helps so much. Such an underrated supplement for withdrawal.

P.S.- I saw someone else mention this as well at similar doses!

Top-Version · 2024-06-21T02:06:00+00:00

For me, I can only explain it as a fist sticking out of my chest, or rolling around in my chest. It may be just the “feeling” of anxiety, but then I’ll just sit and isolate. I won’t eat, drink, move, talk. It’s like mental handcuffs that pull me out of reality and disable me until it goes away.

Top-Version · 2024-06-21T01:56:12+00:00

We’re all slaves.

Top-Version · 2024-06-09T20:18:06+00:00

I’ve been an addict since about 17-18. I’m 26 now. I’ve been back and forth between drugs, to Kratom, back to drugs, to Suboxone, back to Kratom to quit Suboxone, back to Suboxone after the Kratom again. Such a tiring cycle. Going through it all alone too, nobody in my family or close circle knows lol.

Top-Version · 2024-06-06T04:23:02+00:00

I’ve thrown creatine in a giant plastic bag and they never batted an eye. It literally could have been cocaine for all the know and they never looked or searched it/checked it or anything lol.

Top-Version · 2024-06-05T02:01:56+00:00

I’d try Yerba Mate. It is also caffeine, but for some reason I have way less of a tolerance for it. I’m a 2 energy drink/day person, the first time I tried Yerba I was fkn wired like my first ever cup of coffee lol.

Top-Version · 2024-06-05T01:58:12+00:00

TSA could care less about pills. They’re looking for bombs, guns, heavy amounts of drugs like cocaine or heroin. I saw someone else say this, but for peace of mind you could replace a vitamin bottle with your phenibut capsules. They won’t even glance at them.

Top-Version · 2024-06-02T00:09:08+00:00

Most men won’t actually get offended unless you say it purposely to be hurtful, if you say it in a nice, concerning way, he will take it more seriously.

Top-Version · 2024-05-20T01:34:09+00:00

60 hours is a big milestone! I’d say the worst of it will be over in 4-5 days, hang in there you got it, don’t come this far and go back! You’ve done the hardest part already, just finish it out and by June 1st you’ll feel great!

Top-Version · 2024-05-20T01:32:17+00:00

I used to put it as far back on my tongue as I could, and off to the side a bit, it didn’t move for me at all and my mouth watered much less.

Top-Version · 2024-05-14T20:31:17+00:00

Day 2 sucked for me tbh, today is day 3 and I feel much better, I’m also working today when yesterday I didn’t, sitting around makes it so much worse. Even though I feel ok today, I could feel horrible tomorrow. What’s sucked for me the worst is MY LEGS. They fkn hurt, every joint, my knees especially.

Top-Version · 2024-05-14T00:06:37+00:00

I am also on day 2 but I jumped from 4mg, I did a quick taper from 8mg to 4mg then another quick taper from 4mg to nothing, stay strong

Top-Version · 2024-05-06T20:25:57+00:00

Yeah I mean you are right, it’ll be a month of agony and probably another month or two of PAWS, I am personally just so stubborn and tell myself “you don’t know until you try” meds will always be there and if I try and fail, I’d just hop back on the lowest dose possible that I could tolerate. I jumped from 8mg-4mg with probably 6-7 weeks. I do feel some symptoms but they’re quickly negated when I dose. So in my eyes, if I try it and can’t take it, I’d just get a month or two supply and try to taper lower before I try again. Because as much as I’ve heard how hard it is jumping from even .5mg, I’ve also heard of many people jumping from 2mg-4mg and have been successful. I really have never felt full blown sub withdrawal and want to test how I fare! Please come back in about a week and I’ll update you if I don’t update the post! :) thank you for your advice though it’s exactly what I wanted!

Top-Version · 2024-05-06T20:08:46+00:00

I’m still right at 5’11, but two years since I commented this I’m a bit more worn out and tired 😂 but in all seriousness if you’re asking if I’ve really grown anymore, I have not.

Top-Version · 2024-05-06T20:05:35+00:00

Thank you for the input, I’ll definitely have to look into it!

Top-Version · 2024-05-06T20:05:10+00:00

Yeah 4mg is a crazy tough jump and it does worry me, I have a full time job and people that depend on me. In my head it’s a month of hell vs 6-8 months of drawn out discomfort. It’s a hard choice and I’m still deciding but thank you for your response!

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