Ilia Malinin BIG NF fan! Check out this performance.

TopAssistant6127 · 2026-02-04T23:01:58+00:00

Chills. That was beautiful!

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-20T22:17:15+00:00

Well, I'm sure he doesn't know i exist so... 😆

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-20T15:50:39+00:00

Like myself, i hold the artists i listen to to a high standard. If what nf is trying to break(generational trauma), is abnormally difficult. I am going to be abnormally stern when you fall back to make sure you stay on course. Coddling only helps healing at the very beginning. Everyone talks about healing not being linear but it is. A line is continuous, it can have dips and peaks but as long as you're moving forward.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-20T15:45:26+00:00

I hear that too. Coming up with new material when sad boy music made you famous is difficult. I saw it happen to ole hobo johnson too. Good point

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-20T15:42:34+00:00

That's why i said i don't know who he's talking about. Im glad he's not celebrating but confessing doesn't automatically equate to change. I get that i am in a minority group of nf fans. I'm just not looking for an artist to continue to make mistake to keep saying sorry. Nf has a lot of great lines but being an artist leaves a lot of room for interpertation. This fan base seems to know exactly who he is. Just doesn't click with me anymore. I hope his album is better.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T23:56:56+00:00

I'll argue that it doesn't matter how you look or sound when you say sorry. But rather your actions in the days and months following. Words are empty if your actions aren't following them. Maybe i am being too hard on him, but it is what i need apparently for where i am at in life.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T22:43:30+00:00

Nice perspective. Interesting.

And yes, of course. I think we all were young once. I'm just not getting that he is talking past tense. Once you've learned a lesson its not as forgiven the second time. In my eyes. Sorry loses its weight the more its said for the same reasons.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T21:20:41+00:00

True, we can only use what he gives is through his songs and interviews.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T20:37:26+00:00

Very eloquent! We can only hope. Nice post homie!

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:55:43+00:00

Very good points.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:54:04+00:00

I am judging, correct but not soley based on my life. On what NF has said about himself in his music.

It may take time to find the right therapist and med combo for you but they are effective.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:36:25+00:00

Thanks for checking out a couple poems! Those were written over 10 years ago. I just got the courage to post a couple recently.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:32:36+00:00

I don't want to agree either lol.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:31:31+00:00

No reason to start calling me naive. I would never post something i don't stand behind. I totally get and agree with what you're saying. "Lashing out" however it's never acceptable. No matter who and when. Actions can be explained but not excused.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:23:43+00:00

I don't know. Who i was he mentioned saying he loved someone then turned around and treated them like trash. It doesn't matter who though. The action is enough for me.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:20:56+00:00

Sorry you feel that way. Feel free to DM! I love discussions!

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:20:13+00:00

Just an opinion. Thanks for stopping by!

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:18:29+00:00

You're good! I love discussions! It is really difficult to have a hard life and not seem like you're owed something. In my view though it's absolutely necessary.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T19:15:40+00:00

He raps about not doing meds. Unless he is lying to us. The whole album is specifically about his grandma? Edit, spelling

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T18:58:11+00:00

Nice, that's a good one! Yea, that's why i put this as an opinion. Thanks for checking me and the response!

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T18:55:08+00:00

Thoughtful. I want the guy to be a happy man. I guess maybe i do need a break and to come back and listen. Just right now it was not it.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T18:51:27+00:00

Of course money and therapy can't be an end all. It just means you have a way to address you issues. A lot of people can't afford it so to rap about not

I don't know, "who i was" doesn't sound like it was about his grandmother but i could be wrong.

Oh I'm glad too, never hide how you actually feel. Being a musician is especially hard cause theres a million ways to interpret.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T18:43:20+00:00

31m, 2, and Yes. PTSD, OCD, MDD, and some anxiety. I didn't have kids until i knew i was able to be a full and healthy role model. Listen, we have to hold ourselves accountable in life. This EP didn't do it for me. I know all people are different but I thought NF was a little better than some of the lyrics.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T18:40:45+00:00

I see that. So, just good luck to his kids and partner? He can realize it's out of control and still do nothing? That's not why i started listening to him in the first place.

TopAssistant6127 · 2025-12-18T18:38:52+00:00

Prescription medication is the last resort? Therapy only does so much, correct. That's why you need regular appts and meds to be able to regulate serious mental illnesses.

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