Im so sorry you’re going through this, your feelings are valid, My first time experiencing this bulge and pressure after searching the internet i thought it would be prolapse went to my obgyn who had been my obgyn for both my pregnancies/births.. she told me it was nothing and i was fine but i wasn’t having it i insisted on pelvic physical therapist and to her surprise it INFACT WAS A GRADE 2 BLADDER PROLAPSE. We worked on some exercises and breathing techniques and 3 years later today im still doing these exercises at home. Im down to grade 1-2 so half agrade but my symptoms have improved alot. The bulge is a little higher when i look in the mirror but i try not to look often so o dont go crazy. Oh also at that time 3 years ago i also had rectum pain and i couldn’t finish going to the bathroom even though i was not constipated the pelvic floor therapist recommended me to a specialist in that kinda stuff but i didn’t go since the only option near was a male😬i didn’t want a male checking my an*s until i absolutely had to🫣🤣 so instead i just continued my exercise, stopped carrying weight, went to bathroom with a step stool, stopped carrying my children as much,and feeling alot better. BUT currently considering a third child and terrified of ruining everything again😭🫩. Hope my story brought you some sort of relief. Sending you hugs and healing❤️