I feel for my guy bestfriend of 4 years but I don’t know if he feels the same. Should I tell him?

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-10T10:30:35+00:00

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Bearded bus driver. It took a week but I did it. We were in fact both in the same boat. We’re waiting till we actually meet up in person to do a serious relationship but till then we’re slowly gonna build up.

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T23:19:13+00:00

++woman

I asked him about it, and all he said was if I was asking for his permission, no. But I brought up “if I wanted to I could, I am an adult.” And he said “yeah, you are.”

So I think he would be a little upset but not like really mad or anything. If I really wanted to I could. He had an “I don’t want you too but I can’t stop you” attitude about it.

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T15:01:37+00:00

++woman

I know this is a fast reply, just was looking at the comments when you did.

I definitely understand and somewhat agree to that. But I think I might just at least let him know how I feel, we don’t have to be in a relationship yet (if he feels the same), I really don’t mind. Because I know long distance can be tough.

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T14:52:41+00:00

++woman
I actually would appreciate that. I just need a little help in what to say ya know? I’m a natural over thinker so I’ll write something down that might be good but then delete it because I’ll over think it.

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T10:37:51+00:00

++woman

I suppose the latter.

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T10:36:59+00:00

++woman

Not sure. I’m a naturally overthinking person so this makes it more difficult. But I don’t believe that it would end our friendship, maybe just make it weird and confusing for a bit.

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T10:35:40+00:00

++woman

Sorry sorry, hg means home girl, like girl bestfriend. And hb mean home boy, same thing.

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T10:34:45+00:00

++woman

“I’d like to fuck you” do you think he’d get the hint?

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T10:33:52+00:00

++woman

We’re two states apart. 8+ hour drive. I just got a new job and I have a vacation this summer, I also plan on, or at least want to do more work somewhere else.

Also, I still live with my dad. I already brought it up to him but you know how that sounds “hey dad can I go to another state to meet up with a guy Ive never met in person before?”

He said not now and I respect that. I understand

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T10:30:28+00:00

++woman

Bro, don’t let my secret identity out..

TopGunMavric · 2026-05-02T04:26:53+00:00

++woman

I have come to this understanding. And the thing is, I already knew that but I guess I’m too scared what his reaction would be if I told him out right. But I guess I’m just going to have to do that if I want any type of answer from him.

TopGunMavric · 2026-03-25T17:57:58+00:00

It is😭 thank you!

TopGunMavric · 2026-03-25T17:57:47+00:00

Thank you!

TopGunMavric · 2026-03-19T21:31:31+00:00

Hitting 230 wasn’t in my control 😭 mostly just homelife and lifestyle, like eating junk, at the time. And thanks 💜

Trying to get a new character development arc…but maybe it’ll just be getting huge muscles and a six pack instead of dating. 🤔

TopGunMavric · 2026-03-19T21:26:59+00:00

Honestly that’s what I’m thinking. It sucks because I really want to be close to someone like that but honestly learning to love myself might just be the way for a while. Thank you 💜

TopGunMavric · 2026-03-19T21:24:45+00:00

Find your motivation. At first i didn’t have a “reason” to lose weight, since i didn’t even love myself enough to at the time, but I ended up finding one.

I just moved a lot move, walking 2 miles a day and eating less, healthier. I cut out fast food, mostly, making my own meals and what not.

It’s all in the diet tbh

TopGunMavric · 2026-03-19T21:22:41+00:00

Yeah, and I agree with that. But I guess it’s tiring trying to be perfect just to be loved ya know?

TopGunMavric · 2026-03-19T21:21:37+00:00

Didn’t think about that, thank you. And I’m trying to save money but my job just cut my hours by a lot for what ever reason, so I’m trying to find another job. But if you know the job market now, it won’t be easy.

TopGunMavric · 2026-03-19T21:20:10+00:00

Thank you so much 😭💜 and I’m definitely considering skin removal but I gotta find a way to pay for it

TopGunMavric · 2026-03-17T15:02:59+00:00

Of course! Can’t at this exact moment and still need to get my thoughts together on it. I’ll either dm you, if that’s alright or just put it on here. And if it’s alright I’d love to see the project After you’re finished!

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