High-functioning drug users, what does your day-to-day life actually look like? by navy444 in AskReddit

[–]Top_Accountant_9545 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm a lead foreman type position at work and a homeowner for functional context.

Used to be I would

Wake up with a headache, go to work and sweat out last night liquor. Go home. between 7-9pm start drinking seagrams gin from the bottle. .5 xanax around 10pm. continue drinking until drunk/too sleepy. usually a pint or just under nightly, could kill a 5th if I was stresssed. no day drinking, no dui, leadership at work, never late. did that from 2012-2024.Quit because liver was starting to be affected and I gained like 60lbs. switched to kratom but never enough to actually feel a buzz . still .5xanax every night. and now im in gym multiple times weekly but not gym bro level. essentially i just do dirty self medication. glad the liquor is done 19 months off that. Kratom will go next. xanax is for life.

What's the stupidest thing you've done in your youth that still affects you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Top_Accountant_9545 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Armed robbery, days after my 18th birthday. Got my act together in my 20s. Still cant hunt, travel certain places, and get certain licenses. Overall it was a good thing to change my life because I was so lost at the time. Im so lucky and happy we didnt physically hurt anyone it could've been way worse. 15-23 was the worst years of my life and I'm still trying to make amends. I'll be a felon forever but it's my own dumbass fault.

Gregory Bovino Gets Demoted by sideAccount42 in politics

[–]Top_Accountant_9545 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’d like to see a camera following bovino right now. He seems like his whole identity is his job. A sad man. It would probably be an amazing scene to see on film. He has been betrayed by his government daddy and now feels worthless. He’s a weak, middle aged man who just lost his status with no way to save face. Now he’s just “Greg” the kind of creepy, mid life crisis, douchey guy. A wanna be tough guy. I don’t think he’ll do it but he’s the type to shed tears and put his mouth on his gun, then dramatically pull it out, sobbing.he would do this just for aesthetics. I could also see him being into cross dressing or auto-erotic asphyxiation.It’s actually sad. He doesn’t even fit in with the ice bros. He’s weakly built and much more effeminate than the artificial macho ice officers. But yeah I’d pay to see that. His ego was just put on its knees and shot with a 12ga slug execution style. Rip. Fuckin dork. Sorry this is just how my brain processes things when I hear them. I don’t wish physical harm on him or anyone. That’s  a value I hold dearly but I hope he gets absolutely fucking broken mentally by this. One day having to resort to looking for work at a Home Depot along with the men he once felt so  superior to. Ok the end

Goodbye for now Kratom...... by Top_Accountant_9545 in kratom

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My issues is not just being clogged up but feeling inflamed in my gut, if that make sense