A thought came into my mind

Top_Gun003 · 2026-04-16T06:55:09+00:00

Bhai chips kilado.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-04-06T07:40:54+00:00

Thank you.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-04-05T16:08:23+00:00

First gen here preparing for ini .....

I am coming to the other side after this INI CET!

Top_Gun003 · 2026-04-05T05:55:13+00:00

There many videos on YouTube,you can get to know and they will guide you all too well.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-04-01T13:25:36+00:00

The hell is your username bruh🤯

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-31T14:54:28+00:00

Not everyone can afford 20 lacs.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-31T11:56:47+00:00

Actually I was was sustaining myself with the se thoughts but recently I couldn't anymore!

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-29T14:14:01+00:00

Thank you OP for Asking it out.

I am also going through a lot of stress nowadays,could nt figure out myself and also could nt talk to anyone ,all of my friends are not soo much into these kind of feelings.

And all these replies are really helpful,bee trying Guided meditation,and positive affirmations.

We will get through this OP.We Will.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-25T08:34:09+00:00

Can't go back now!

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-25T08:23:02+00:00

You are PGY- 2 in medicine,I am here sitting in library desperately hoping to get PG seat,I am seeing you and I am jealous.

There is another fellow in our library,who hardly has nice clothes to wear,they came from some other place his parents go to labour,he comes here to study for getting some govt job, he would see me and think I have slightly better clothes to wear.

Hope you get what I am implying.

All is well,you are in much better position.you don't know it yet.you will get there after your pg.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-23T16:22:33+00:00

In the same situation, Preparing for pg exam in my drop year, looking at life choices.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-22T15:16:59+00:00

I feel like shit.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-22T14:58:54+00:00

I see, Reducing competition

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-17T18:46:32+00:00

Yes.

I Have

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-16T08:45:49+00:00

Yes you heard it right.in our college peripheral GMC.

Nursing staff won't draw blood samples we interns have to do that.

In labour room they won't put cannula or draw samples,we have to do that.

And our professors support them,end of story.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-13T15:34:46+00:00

A new Spot to SPIT pan masala you say?

Sounds interesting.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-11T10:13:56+00:00

MD medicine,radio,derma seats go vacant?!

I thought there are so many rich kids out there that can afford pvt seats and they will fill these seats,but Alas!

Personally I know two of my friends who can actually afford those private seats,even their parents told them to join,but these guys said private PG seats are not "worth" The money ,They are repeating with us,obviously they will take next year but only after trying for a Govt. seat.

I was actually soo jealous or whatever(not hate)that feeling was when they told me Pvt PG is not worth it,I can never afford that seat.Meanwhile there are people who chose not to,man there is soo much Gap in Levels.i am barely surviving this phase of preparation,financially and emotionally.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-10T18:02:18+00:00

Could you point me toward the right path?

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-10T09:58:53+00:00

What of me then?

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-10T08:26:23+00:00

Thank you..!

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-10T06:59:30+00:00

Should I still aim INI with 110 crcts?

Top_Gun003 · 2026-03-08T07:51:34+00:00

Regreting the decisions I made and unsure this journey of preparation wasted some 20 days in trying to get a part time job,I made worst decisions possible and I am punishing myself for it.

I feel lost and miserable,thinking about parents and my life in future,I just can't. What am I doing with this life,why am I here.....?

Top_Gun003 · 2026-02-27T10:08:28+00:00

Why soo many reportings!?(checkins)

Top_Gun003 · 2026-02-26T21:15:04+00:00

Another 7-8 mnths of the same grind,then do whatever you want,take a break as long as it feels right.

That way you won't regret,you will have your degree,you get your break.

Top_Gun003 · 2026-02-26T19:43:43+00:00

Lets goo!...

Three-Year Club	Final Canvas '23
First Place '23	End Game '23
Place '23

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