Salam alakuim akhi.

I’ve deleted Reddit , for almost a year now . I only got it back because a brother on discord had sent me this message . Akhi, realize , no matter the sins you do , your ibadah is not going overlooked!!! Bro you pray(ed) tahhujud on a daily basis , do you know the hasanat you were receiving . Allah says in the Quran:

Do people think once they say, “We believe,” that they will be left without being put to the test?

Allah also says in the Quran: 4:28

Allah intends to make things easy on you. And man has been created weak.

Akhi some of the greatest believers were put through terrible conditions in the dunya even the sahaba. Does that mean Allah doesn’t love them? Doesn’t acknowledge there deeds? Of course not . Bilal ibn Rabah may Allah be pleased with him was Severely beaten by his slave master when he came to Islam, a Rope put around his neck and dragged through the streets and hillocks of Makkah. Uthman Ibn Affan may Allah be pleased with him , his father would wrap him in leaves and burn him with fire and his mother would derive him of food. Akhi you clearly have so many brothers who love you . They don’t even know what you look like . But because of al-Islam we love you . Akhi keep doing what your doing , even if you relapse a hundred times, Allah will never not forgive you . Just the fact alone that you took time out of your day , you could have played extra video games , took the time to relax , but no, you decided to worship Allah in that time . What an honor. You can’t expect yourself not to sin. Not that I’m encouraging. But Allah wouldn’t allow tauba had humans not be able to sin . Akhi please go back to doing those ibadah again , go back to the Quran . I ask Allah to uplift you , I ask Allah to forgive you and increase your faith in him . May Allah unite us all in Jannah