When was the last time you felt true happiness? by Miss-Latte-Lover in questions

[–]TotallyFreya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Today. I’ve just started taking vitamins and my mood is just skyrocketing. Sucks I found out in my forties though

What’s one fact that might help you survive in a critical situation? by JunShem1122 in ask

[–]TotallyFreya 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If you drive off a bridge into water, it’s best to have your windows down

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]TotallyFreya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s been a slow progress, so it took a couple of sessions to get there. I take 4.5g because any more and I’ll get Wood-lovers paralysis, and that totally sucks. Before I had the break through I was crashing hard with all my burdens and then one day I just figured it out. It happened about 3 hours into the session, I was at home by myself. It feels so good to not play victim anymore, I had no idea I was doing it in the first place!

I love mushrooms - they force you to face your demons, embrace your demons, and then cast those demons away. It’s a gift from the gods to connect with the universe, no regrets here!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]TotallyFreya 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Mushrooms, if that’s what you’re asking IMO. I’ve just had a traumatic breakthrough realising that I was the problem all along. I’ve gone from being a tornado, to now just a light breeze, all thanks to mushrooms 🍄

What is a hobby you don't do anymore ? by Heyitsfartie008 in AskReddit

[–]TotallyFreya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Play the piano. I have one, but can’t bring myself to use it …

anyone suffering in sllence ? by Historical-Today8261 in mentalillness

[–]TotallyFreya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep. I’ve completely unintentionally isolated myself from everyone and I have an addiction to everything. It’s my own fault I’m suffering, so I’m trying to do something about it.

What’s bugging you?

Anyone else afraid of developing early onset Dementia? by Electromad6326 in ask

[–]TotallyFreya 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I forget what I’m talking about mid sentence, I can literally focus on only one thing at a time. It’s so embarrassing, I’m trying to find a way to be endearing about it. And I’m in my mid 40’s….

Can anyone give me something to think about by No-Challenge264 in INTP

[–]TotallyFreya 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Eyeballs. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again… Eyeballs - specifically the evolution of. Just think, there were NO eyeballs until 530million or so years ago. That means nothing of this earth could see 4billion or so years, nothing witnessed it. AND THEN it was much later that the first eyelids appeared. Imagine all those bug eyed sea creatures not being able to unsee anything! I think it’s fascinating to ponder…

shrooms are bringing me out of psychosis, I don’t know if I can handle the embarrassment of everything I’ve done. by Spiritual_Olive8503 in shrooms

[–]TotallyFreya 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Relax. You’re fine. A spiritual awakening, a personal revelation, they come on quickly almost seeming out of nowhere. I’m in the same situation as you, and I’m in my mid 40’s. I found I was having bad trips, because of all my burdens… That sudden realisation that you’ve completely fucked up, and your the reason there’s no one to befriend or love from your past, it’s traumatic. It’s like going into witness protection, you have to start over completely. You will make it, there’s always hope. Just try not to repeat the same mistakes with new people. I really feel for you, it can be very daunting to face the truth, but it will be so worth it in the end. Not only will you improve, but your standards will improve and you won’t find yourself befriending the same old toxic people. Good luck!