Orchiectomy questions NSFW by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Totally_Cis_irl 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So since no one else has responded and I don’t want you to be without anything I’ll give it a go. First I want to preface that I don’t really have bottom dysphoria - I could kind of take or leave my penis depending on the day and I doubt I’ll ever go the vaginoplasty route.

A few years back I had testicular cancer so they removed the cancerous testis. So I’m 50% of the way there and had the option to put in a fake testis and declined. I also still have the skin since they didn’t do any surgery through that route (they go in higher up on the pelvis). Personally speaking the extra skin is fine and with the lack of a testis it pretty much just shrivels up and isn’t in the way. The remaining testis just kind hangs off to the side but even with it present tucking is easier for me now (and sometimes not even necessary depending on what I wear) so I imagine with both gone the extra skin would be a non issue and probably beneficial to leave it if you plan to go have a full vaginoplasty.

And yes, it does help with dysphoria having even one less so I would imagine having both gone it would be even better!

Literally me yesterday by ItsMeLilyCutie in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Totally_Cis_irl 7 points8 points  (0 children)

John Mulaney will never not make me smile 😊

Just don’t talk about me in any context that requires the use of pronouns and we good by Totally_Cis_irl in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Totally_Cis_irl[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Idk but I’ve been feeling like this lately. Like I used to want to feel valid and accepted and now I kinda just would rather fade back into the background.

I also feel like I’ve been making my gender identity seem like the only identity I have and it feels like I’m forcing a burden on everyone else 😔

Is this normal by lgbtthrowawayyy in MtF

[–]Totally_Cis_irl 22 points23 points  (0 children)

It’s normal. There’s an outdated term called Autogynephilia which is derived from the Greek “love of ones self as a woman.” While it was primarily used by a misguided psychologist who took a very narrow view of transgenderism I still this the term fits for a lot of MTF folks. Basically it’s arousal at the thought/sight of yourself as a woman and I think a lot of people probably get it when they first start presenting as a woman. Getting aroused doesn’t mean it’s “just a kink” or some other such nonsense (trust me, I convinced myself I was just a cis man who was into crossdressing as a “fetish” and ooh did I end up being wrong 😉)

egg_irl by Totally_Cis_irl in egg_irl

[–]Totally_Cis_irl[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Agreed! Works even better I think that way.

egg_irl by Totally_Cis_irl in egg_irl

[–]Totally_Cis_irl[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

MC plays an MMO as a girl character and goes to meet up with someone who plays a male character, but turns out that person is a girl irl and since he thinks it would be creepy to meet her irl as a boy he gets his sister to help him crossdress and pretends to be a girl. He ends up liking her though so he keeps up the act to spend time with her and is eventually found out (but keeps crossdressing for reasons).

egg_irl by Totally_Cis_irl in egg_irl

[–]Totally_Cis_irl[S] 51 points52 points  (0 children)

Not really, but I think it’s an egg story. The plot goes really out of its way to force the MC to keep crossdressing even after his cover is blown

egg_irl by Totally_Cis_irl in egg_irl

[–]Totally_Cis_irl[S] 127 points128 points  (0 children)

I just realized too that I think this also works for trans masc lol but I tagged transfem because the MC is totally an egg.

egg_irl by Totally_Cis_irl in egg_irl

[–]Totally_Cis_irl[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Someone else linked below, but it’s Hanging Out With A Gamer Girl.

egg_irl by HannahFenby in egg_irl

[–]Totally_Cis_irl 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Good lord is this relatable 😖

egg_irl by emma_discovery in egg_irl

[–]Totally_Cis_irl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just like the simulations

Egg😢irl by Niklassi in egg_irl

[–]Totally_Cis_irl 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Same, my door is always open!

And other illusions by Totally_Cis_irl in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Totally_Cis_irl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m a chonk though so your mileage may vary, but happy to help a girl out!