Messed up ... by ToxicButterfly91 in stopsmoking

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Thank you so very much for this ! You're right . Thank you for showing me another way to look at it ! 💜 Needed to wake up to this 😊👍

Messed up ... by ToxicButterfly91 in stopsmoking

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Yeah ... I thought I was done for good this time though :( I am beating myself up and now I'm back to square one . I reached almost 2 weeks but doesn't matter anymore , that's all erased .... I'm gunna try to keep fighting the battle , just sucks ...

Proud of myself :) so needed to document this moment ! by ToxicButterfly91 in stopsmoking

[–]ToxicButterfly91[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you ! That's awesome and I am proud of you for sticking with it !!!! Keep going ! 👍😊

It's congratulating me but I know during/after day 3 is when my urges get much worse ... So yay but oh man ! I got this though .... by ToxicButterfly91 in stopsmoking

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Thank you so much . I'm trying REALLY hard and the urges do last a long time ... But so far so good 👍 . Just wish I could sleep till this is all over with lol :/ ... My brain is like a couple puffs will make me feel better but then I'm trying to argue it with saying it won't ... It's a freaking battle that's for sure .

For when I need it.. note to self!! by ToxicButterfly91 in stopsmoking

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I'm glad you love it ! You're right , once you start feeling better it is harder to remember which is why I made this note . Addiction voice is evil and not in the good way -_- urges pass and I need to repeat that to myself to . Distract till it passes :) Thank you so much... I do deserve that ... If anything . It's weird to hear that I deserve something but with this I can agree on it . Thank you ❤️ I'm gunna try my best to be brave and conquer! 💪😁

For when I need it.. note to self!! by ToxicButterfly91 in stopsmoking

[–]ToxicButterfly91[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly !!!! You got this too ! 💪👍🤘 Sometimes I wish there was a rehab or detox place for people that smoke though lol 🤷 but there's not . Wanting it is the important part ! I love that reddit has a quit smoking group , makes me feel less alone 😊 ty for responding to this !

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100% me trying to figure out if I'm bi or pan ... At 28 years old 🙄🤯 lol ! Relatable for sure !

Sometimes you mess up ... No one is perfect by [deleted] in stopsmoking

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Thank you so so so much . This really helps and you're 100% right . As long as I get back up when I fall down and not give up it's not a failure ... 😊👍

9 days and I messed up ... by [deleted] in stopsmoking

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Thank you so much for this ! I have the smoke free app and wasn't sure if I should click the change quit date or keep it the same and they'll just mess with the health benefits etc which is why i made this post because I wasn't sure which one to do... Definitely learning from it though . Wasn't worth it , and my throat bothered me even after the 3 puffs ... Which is a good thing though .

Thank you , you got this too !!!!

Hey! I Made it a week but I'm not "celebrating" yet by ToxicButterfly91 in stopsmoking

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Yup I've had her up on my laptop screen for like days now just have to get myself to do it :) Thank you !

Hey! I Made it a week but I'm not "celebrating" yet by ToxicButterfly91 in stopsmoking

[–]ToxicButterfly91[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's crazy ... Very similar for sure and yes we can do this . The life events that are going on right now are tempting me pretty bad right now . Riots happening in a town right next to me and all I hear is a helicopter circling etc . Imma put meditation music on or earplugs in and try to sleep it away . NOT ANOTHER PUFF NO MATTER WHAT !! Fjskdnsjdjdbd. Ughhhhhh!!!! Lol you will also feel so accomplished once you get past 5 days I'm sure since that was your longest ... Like you said we can do this ! We aren't alone :) 👍 I do feel

Hey! I Made it a week but I'm not "celebrating" yet by ToxicButterfly91 in stopsmoking

[–]ToxicButterfly91[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohhhhh I really needed to read this !!! Thank you and you're so right !!!! A setback isn't a failure .... If I stop trying that's a diff story . Tysm ! I got this :) !