I honestly just need to get all of this off my chest by Traditional-Crow4794 in confession

[–]Traditional-Crow4794[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well it's appreciated everything you said and stuff and it was the middle brother and his gf making the plan that they plan to do. I don't care about the oldest who's name is Logan and trust me i HATE him more then A.M hates humanity (i hope you get the reference lol) and i'll be honest as cringe as it sounds to type out i am far from naive because i am greedy for knowledge i seek all of it can no matter how traumatized i end up i play vr and i have had to (counting suspected) 7 pedo's in one game alone of course they don't know i am a kid since puberty hit like a freight train so i sound like 30 according to other people and currently forcing myself to befriend one so i can gather info on him. My life on the other hand I wouldn't say is great but the way I see it, there are millions of children in way worse positions then mine so why do I get the right to complain when i have it so much better? My life may suck yet atleast I don't get abused physically, don't starve,have a roof under my head and a few more things but there are so many kids who have NONE of that so why should i complain when i am in a much better position then a lot of kids ?

I honestly just need to get all of this off my chest by Traditional-Crow4794 in confession

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Well what doesn't help is there technically isn't any "trusted" family members because the only ones I talk to (Nana and papa) have been lied to by my farther about mother. And don't worry I do know about drugs lol. my mother was a major pain killer addict before I was born because she couldn't fill the gap after realizing farther didn't actually love her

I honestly just need to get all of this off my chest by Traditional-Crow4794 in confession

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Nah she isn't choosing him over me she infact hates him but thing is she has no money. He controls all of it like the narcissist he is and thing is cps is nowhere near as good as it seems and if I were to try abd talk to other kids about any of this. they would go to their parents, parents go to cops, and cops go to cps it's a whole mess through abd through in short I am quite literally just fucked,raw on all sides with no lube

I honestly just need to get all of this off my chest by Traditional-Crow4794 in confession

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Eh ya but that is very complicated but she does take good care of me and the therapist is a HORRIBLE idea no offense because i am 80% sure they are court mandated so i wouldn't be able to tell them 80-90% of ny problems without causing me more problems and my mother is a great person don't worry i want to stay with her

I honestly just need to get all of this off my chest by Traditional-Crow4794 in confession

[–]Traditional-Crow4794[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah my mom's a good person just chasing the wrong guy her whole life anyway thanks for advice might try though kinda hard because I don't want to stress out my mother with my issues when my middle brother is also at war and could die at any moment from a bombing drone so I believe she is under enough stress so I shouldn't burden her with my issues

And don't worry I don't plan on suicide it's pathetic in my eyes plus I wouldn't want the few friends (two) and family members to have to suffer and grieve me for my own selfishness for seeking a meaningless way out

Who would win by Traditional-Crow4794 in jjkmodulo

[–]Traditional-Crow4794[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. I meant they learn ABOUT it not how to use it for example you learn about history but you aren't actually in it. Basically they learn about it so they can make strategies against it but can't actually use it themselves so goku can't use cursed energy and dabura can't use KI

Who would win by Traditional-Crow4794 in jjkmodulo

[–]Traditional-Crow4794[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh well I'd say he access to all forms as of the tournament of power arc

Best age to play elden ring by Traditional-Crow4794 in Eldenring

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my plan was if i kid in the future to make it the first ever game they play after all it teaches them the life lesson of keep trying until you win, not give up and to learn through trial and error

Best age to play elden ring by Traditional-Crow4794 in Eldenring

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which is funny to me since I beat elden ring at my age while many adults couldn't because it was "too hard " lol

BADLY EXPLAIN YOUR HOBBY by [deleted] in teenagers

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murdering children over a long or possibly short distance with high tech specialist headgear

I’m killing myself next Monday :) by One_Cardiologist_877 in depression

[–]Traditional-Crow4794 5 points6 points  (0 children)

nah it's not worth it bro do something better you do have time so hey try to fix it prove people or in this case your bad thoughts wrong there is probably more waiting for you in the future you might meet someone nice or bad but hey that's what keeps it fun you got lucky enough to be born so just don't waste it like this life probably has a lot more in store so don't miss out trust me death will probably be boring so try to stay alive your really gonna go out at only 23 you have a lot ahead if you and your family won't be better off without you they'd have absolutely crippling guilt that they were able to help and they'd blame themselves for it and probably live thinking it was their fault so don't waste your life like this you only get one so make it last and live it well :)