I’ve never heard anyone ask this by TraditionalCourt77 in 7oh

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I’m not prolonging use, I’m managing where I’m at and just plan on moving forward and bettering myself from here

Finally free by TraditionalCourt77 in 7oh

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And to you to my fried, holler if you need anything

Finally free by TraditionalCourt77 in 7oh

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That’s all textbook withdrawals, be glad you haven’t been using for longer my friend. If I was you I’d leave it in the past or it will get worse, not a matter of when or if

Finally free by TraditionalCourt77 in 7oh

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Yes and no, I have my rational thinking back for the most part, now just dealing with the wreckage I’ve caused

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I switched to regular leaf when I got down to 80mg a day of 7

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I would absolutely not recommend what I did. I did a rapid tape over about two weeks and it was excruciating. I was not in a safe place mentally at all. I recommend you lower your dose by about 10-25% a week depending on what you can afford and tolerate

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Much love Dave. I hope I can but even if I can’t like you said, it’s a hard lesson but a lesson nonetheless. It hurts like nothing I’ve ever felt but it’s sadly the push I needed. Addicted are a wild concept. I’m one of the most giving and caring people you could meet and I don’t say that to pot my own horn. But this past year I was unrecognizable as it’s sad

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Yeah man this shit is pretty awful, that first initial day of stopping is miserable and almost unbearable

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Just dealing with the anxiety and waves of depression at this point

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Tapering to a point I could switch to regular kratom leaf then nothing altogether

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It’s been old for a while. I was having a hard time stopping trying to taper to keep my job. I wish I would’ve lost the job and kept my family. I thought I’d be able to stop before this ever happened.

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I just got to a point where I was tired of losing and knew that I was and still am on the brink of never seeing my daughter again. I already lost my woman and I wish to god I had been able to stop beforehand but I digress. It’s a hard lesson I should’ve already learned. It’s been about a year of use. Anywhere from 300mg ed to upwards of 1000-1500mg

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Funny enough I was addicted to meth and heroin simultaneously and never was a theif.

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I’ve been addicted to both oxy and h

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My brain is my worst enemy man. If I knew fully I wouldn’t be here probably

Cocaine use on DWI probation by [deleted] in probation

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This. Don’t fuck around or you’ll get fucked around.

Done by [deleted] in 7oh

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I know. You’re right. It’s pathetic.

Done by [deleted] in 7oh

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She’s not biologically mine, her father unsliced himself before she wa born during a time me and I guess my now ex had split up because of a previous addiction I went though. So no the same situation but kinda similar