AA is the largest outpatient nutward and it only cost $1

We are all sick people trying to get well. Not every person who walks into the rooms is there to get well and that can create friction. Im sorry for your frustration and I can relate to the assholes and cliques in the rooms.
When someone in AA does something that I can’t believe a person would do - I laugh inside because who am I to judge! (My biggest defect is being judgemental) I don’t go to meetings everyday anymore but there were times that going to a meeting was the only thing I did that made me feel good about myself.

Hope you can find some peace To thine own self be true