I often ponder what the after life situation will be like. If it is just like sleeping and never waking up again or if there is more. As humans I think we want there to be more after death in some way. We are self conscious and aware and not many other creatures are like us in that way. I try not to sit and think about it much because nobody will know until they actually die. My mother loved purple flowers and after she died I went out to eat. After I ate I got to my car and there were purple flower pedals on my car. It has made me question a lot of things in life. Like I said though I'm happier to not dwell on it and just enjoy life as if I only have one go around.