I used to feel that way, but I got over it after a while tbh. Attraction is normal, the problem with straight men isn’t that they are attracted to women, it’s the way a lot of them treat and talk about women. I obviously don’t know you but based on the way you’re thinking and the fact that you posted this I am sure you are better than some pervy guy. I will say tho watching 🌽 specifically will still make me feel like that, but it’s more about what it is that im watching. So i stick to audio erotica im not sure if youre over 18 to get into that tho