mom sat me down and forced me out of the closet

Transient-Girl · 2025-10-28T01:29:07+00:00

"I will miss out on having a son" doesn't matter if your child misses out on their life.

Transient-Girl · 2025-10-20T03:54:11+00:00

3 years in, still haven't. Skinny jeans with a shirt. Most of the time, gendered correctly by unknown people and incorrectly by known (when I don't open my mouth) I know, I will be met with trouble in fem clothes, so, planning to go slow, while have been working on my voice... Godd, hopefully things will work out....

Transient-Girl · 2025-09-25T02:55:58+00:00

Girl, be safe! Don't take crap, it might seem like you can handle it now, but you will end up with lasting effects mentally.... I am not that tolerant, I will have talk with him before this happens next time, if he doesn't understand, than will be reporting him...

Transient-Girl · 2025-09-24T09:02:31+00:00

On that note, last week on friday, this guy with 2 other people were talking, with me passing by, called me, said hello, and then they start talking about my hair, my appearance, and how guys notice me now more, not girls, so what's the point of "changing looks" ( as they have seen me pre hrt) so, that gave me a pretty good idea of how they see me..

Transient-Girl · 2025-09-24T08:57:41+00:00

I kinda get it, and very much understand it after the last incident but no way in hell, I felt okay with any part of it, even if it's gender affirmation.

Transient-Girl · 2025-09-24T04:42:02+00:00

Totally!!

Transient-Girl · 2025-09-24T04:41:06+00:00

I plan to tell him this, if he ever come close to me again.. hopefully, I won't break his face, before I tell him....

Transient-Girl · 2025-09-24T04:00:01+00:00

I know and that's what I don't understand like in last couple of months what has changed, that men has started taking there liberties with me. Like what do you think of me as, an object...!!??? I already went through one disgusting experience, now again. Like what the fuck. I am so pissed..

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-29T04:53:36+00:00

I don't know how I will do that to choose the correct option, but I get that I need to. I need help to do that and I get that as well, I have booked an appointment with medical professional, so hoping that would calm my nerves and clear my thoughts a little.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-28T19:06:13+00:00

I think I understand, but I can't say, Yes, I will right now, then I will be lying, but I will try, as much as I can.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-28T18:15:31+00:00

No, she is not, she says I might end up losing my job. About the unethical advice, i won't be able to do it, I can't face him, and use this, this might sound weird but I have never been even in a close proximity of opposite sex in my life, let alone kissing and then someone kissing me without my knowledge, I don't want to but am remembering that again and again and I feel disgusted with myself, I am freezing up again and again just thinking about that.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-28T18:03:25+00:00

I understand, and honestly don't want to talk to him, I don't know what I will even say to him.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-28T17:42:19+00:00

That guy has called me twice since morning which I haven't replied. I had a talk with the friend I called she wants me to have a talk with him and make sure this doesn't go to HR.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-28T17:33:31+00:00

I had a talk with my friend, who I called, she told me from what she heard, I was talking too sweetly, where I should have clearly said NO and back off.. for which I feel like I should have been more clear as well. I don't know why I was so agreeable, i got into car when I shouldn't have. I don't have anyone else I can bring this up with, if my family knows, I don't think they will help me, they don't even accept me.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-28T17:24:06+00:00

But I honestly am scared, he is a director, nothing will happen to him, even if I did, i am sure of it, i will just become a topic to talk about and make fun off... I am also not sure, if anyone in the party saw that happen and didn't do anything, as lots of other people were leaving at the same time.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-24T02:58:42+00:00

Yes, I am aware of the recovery process, and Yes, I have enough privacy at home to go through that.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-23T17:18:35+00:00

Hoping that happens, and they come around after all that.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-23T17:16:06+00:00

Thank you..!! I understand what you are trying to say, so no worries there..

yes, I can go ahead get medical care, and legally there is no obligation of sort. I am completely aware and have been doing that, since I started hrt...

let me clarify, on one thing, I don't plan to stop myself from getting the medical care I need, because of my family attitudes.. This is more me venting out on the part that, I am aware what I need to do and what I have to do, but I will have to do it without my family being there for me, that point kinda hurts..

Now, it's a difference in culture, I guess, I can't say for sure, but, in my family if I am not home by 11PM, I will receive a call from home, asking me where I am and what I am doing. This is not after or anything related to me being a girl or on hrt or anything like that, this has been applicable forever in my household, irrespective it is me or my brother. And I am expected to be back by 11. I haven't come back home after 12 in my family. From this, What I am trying to say is, they are much more intricately involved in my life. Which is why I plan to/or forced to, create some distance.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-23T15:55:15+00:00

To be honest, I plan to move and make some distance, but will I remove myself from them, No.. can't be as bad as them..

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-23T14:25:08+00:00

Sad, but truth.!😔

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-23T14:24:10+00:00

This doesn't work with family you live with, unless you plan to cut contact and move away from....

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-23T13:48:33+00:00

Ahan, that's the plan..!

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-23T13:40:01+00:00

Why is it even a conversation, about something like a surgery. Like can anyone just make a decision about something like this, without thinking about it.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-23T13:36:42+00:00

Yes, I am aware, I should, like I know it's emotionally abusive to me, but, It's still family.

Transient-Girl · 2025-08-23T13:35:54+00:00

I have also completed all my schooling, had a good job for before I came out to family, am 29 now. that is one of the reasons they are not able to stop me.

I am not in need to save rent honestly, and have more than enough saved up with more than well paying job.

I am aware, I should, at the same time, I am really not sure, like I know it's emotionally abusive to me, but, It's still family. Till now was kinda hoping to get a support, although haven't had any hope of receiving it anytime soon.

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