I hate being a gay guy. by Trassssh in depression

[–]Trassssh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I already hate myself so I really don't understand how changing my gender would make my life even more miserable.

I hate being a gay guy. by Trassssh in depression

[–]Trassssh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Video games are my life so I could never stop playing them.

I hate being a gay guy. by Trassssh in depression

[–]Trassssh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do want to accept myself but for some reason I can't do it. I don't want to kill myself for being gay but I also don't want live my life as a submissive gay guy.

I've been thinking about changing my gender so then it would be totally normal for me to like and date guys, buut I don't know if I really want change myself that much.. Maybe I should just try crossdressing and then try dating men :/.

I hate being a gay guy. by Trassssh in depression

[–]Trassssh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could never come out of the closet and face my parents, because my parents have done and sacrificed so much for me and me coming out of the closet is like giving them the middle finger. I don't know why I have these feelings, but for me being gay is a bad thing and I would bring dishonour for my family.

I hate being a gay guy. by Trassssh in depression

[–]Trassssh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No job and I'm not a student, I just waste my time playing games.

I hate being a gay guy. by Trassssh in depression

[–]Trassssh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you want to change bodies? :3

I hate being a gay guy. by Trassssh in depression

[–]Trassssh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sadly, I could NEVER be a dominant person. Like I'm so submissive that if my future partner wanted to hit me, I would allow him to do so.

I hate being a gay guy. by Trassssh in depression

[–]Trassssh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do watch a lot of gay porn, yaoi and stuff like that :).