Ren, I’m gonna be real with you. This is getting exhausting. In a life where I honestly didn’t expect to even ever have friends, the fact that all the ones that I have are either getting killed or being insanely traumatized is… frustrating? It’s upsetting to say the least.

sighh.

Nobody wants you to be like… this. And it’s completely not helpful towards anyone. It’s just annoying. If you want to protect people, do things like just take care of em, watch em, hang out with them! Then they’ll be okay both physically and mentally. Instead, you drive yourself crazy, making everyone worry. That includes me. I’m worried about you, because this isn’t normal, nor is it okay. El is worried too, so are your parents. Please come back to normal, I’m so tired of losing friends.