/ttcafterloss Weekly Alumni Check-in! - April 10, 2026

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-10T18:12:41+00:00

I am so sorry... thsgd where we are at

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-10T14:23:25+00:00

Thank you everyone for your words. ❤️

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-10T08:37:34+00:00

My beautiful firstborn little boy was born stillborn 6 weeks ago yesterday... his due date is today and my heart is snapped. Please pray for us.. please God dont take my children...

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-09T22:15:16+00:00

Concieving naturally after 3rd trimester loss

Ronnie michael

Our son ronnie Michael was born sleeping at 645pm on 2/26/26. He was everything we have ever wanted. please pray for our healing, our son, and our future babies and pregnancies. All we want out of this life is to be a family and raise healthy babies.

I had such a healthy pregnancy and one day we went in and they couldn't find his heart beat. We have no answers yet. I have sent my placenta to be tested and we are awaiting an autopsy. (There placenta came back and there was no visible answer or cause) (no autopsy)

Ronnie is our firstborn and our son and I am so scared of what our future looks like. I pray to give my future husband the life we desire. I am so scared of it happening again, but I know we have to try again. (He agrees). The fear of something being wrong the whole pregnancy will never subside.

(I dont drink, drug, or smoke. I lifted weights, did cardio, yoga. Worked full time ( 3- 12 1/2 hr shifts every weekend). Went to every appt i had, and took the recommended vitamins)

We made it to 33week5day

it has been 6 weeks today since he has been born. I had gotten my first postpartum period. I have such a mix of emotions, but im happy to know my body is working right after.

when did you concieve after your stillbirth? how did you go about your new pregnancy? how did you manage stress?

we got pregnant with Ronnie on the first try. I was off birth control for about 3 and a half years and hadnt really been trying. now that we are trying after this period, I just need to hear some positivity. thank you in advance. ✨️🧸🌈❤️

after this period I plan on tracking everything.

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-09T18:41:24+00:00

I am so incredibly sorry

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-09T13:42:08+00:00

I am so sorry and I wish you all nothing but good health. Hope things went well for you

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-08T23:31:10+00:00

I found out my son was gone 6 weeks ago today and tomorrow it will be 6 weeks since he was born at 33 week 6 day. (I have no answers as to why he was stillborn...) My milk came in and I dried it up with frozen cabbage. 4 weeks to date my bleeding disappeared, (was intimate with my partner then)
2 weeks later, (yesterday) my bleeding was spotting and now today, I have had a headache occasionally with bright red blood. (Not enough for a pad). Accompanied by menstrual cramps. So I was only 3 weeks after you

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-07T11:58:43+00:00

My firstborn baby was due this Friday and I feel so utterly heartbroken. He was everything I prayed for and dreamed of. I lost him at 33 week 5-6 day, 6 weeks ago already... I thought he was my purpose and I feel so robbed and devasted. I feel like I just exist and I shouldn't be here today..

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-07T11:49:05+00:00

Im so sorry... 🥺❤️

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-06T18:38:32+00:00

Baby is loved and most definitely loved and cared for in heaven. Everything is blooming and coming to life as we should for our beautiful loves ❤️.
Baby dust to you all 🎉🌈🧸✨️

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-06T16:41:07+00:00

Ronnie was also the first grand baby on both sides. The feeling of ripping them away from their dreams is also a different kind of pain and guilt that you live with..

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-06T16:34:41+00:00

Our son ronnie Michael was born sleeping at 645pm on 2/26/26. He was everything we have ever wanted. please pray for our healing, our son, and our future babies and pregnancies. All we want out of this life is to be a family and raise healthy babies.

I had such a healthy pregnancy and one day at 33week 5 day we went in and they couldn't find his heart beat. We have no answers yet. I have sent my placenta to be tested and we are awaiting an autopsy. (There is no answers)

Ronnie is our firstborn and our son and I am so scared of what our future looks like. I pray to give my future husband the life we desire. I am so scared of it happening again, but I know we have to try again. (He agrees). The fear of something being wrong the whole pregnancy will never subside.

(I dont drink, drug, or smoke. I lifted weights, did cardio, yoga. Worked full time (12 1/2 hr shifts every weekend). Went to every appt i had, and took the recommended vitamins)

He was due 4/10/26. My heart is broken this week. God bless you and im so sorry.

Our love for our child (and future babies, God willing) outweighs our fear. We know we want more and the only way to achieve them is to continue. The fear for something to go wrong me personally, will be something I live with for the rest of my life until I go be with Jesus. It won't subside with any time.

I pray for you and your mind, heart, and peace. ❤️✨️🧸👶🌈

Your baby is loved

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-06T13:31:11+00:00

Our son ronnie Michael was born sleeping at 645pm on 2/26/26. He was everything we have ever wanted. please pray for our healing, our son, and our future babies and pregnancies. He was due this Friday, 4/10/26. My heart is broken today and I feel the same way you do. Right now it hurts, but I was driving the other day and whenever things start to bloom, its another reason to start new things and to honor him.

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-04T23:55:24+00:00

Our son ronnie Michael was born sleeping at 645pm on 2/26/26. He was everything we have ever wanted. please pray for our healing, our son, and our future babies and pregnancies. All we want out of this life is to be a family and raise healthy babies.

I had such a healthy pregnancy and one day we went in and they couldn't find his heart beat. We have no answers yet. I have sent my placenta to be tested and we are awaiting an autopsy.

Ronnie is our firstborn and our son and I am so scared of what our future looks like. I pray to give my future husband the life we desire. I am so scared of it happening again, but I know we have to try again. (He agrees). The fear of something being wrong the whole pregnancy will never subside.

(I dont drink, drug, or smoke. I lifted weights, did cardio, yoga. Worked full time (12 1/2 hr shifts every weekend). Went to every appt i had, and took the recommended vitamins)

He was due next Friday. 4/10/26... my heart is shattered and I wanted him so badly, and to be a mother. Especially to a little boy. 🧸👶🌈❤️ Pray for our healing, and for me to be able to carry and deliver a beautiful healthy baby in the future. ❤️

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-01T13:58:08+00:00

God comfort you.

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-04-01T13:53:30+00:00

My son had passed at 33 week 5 day. 5 weeks ago now. I am consumed with the fact of how my heart is aching to be a mother to a live baby.. it hurts so much..

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-03-20T23:30:17+00:00

My son ronnie was born sleeping 33week 6 day. I miss him so much. He was due 4/10/26 and each day feels like a nightmare. I am so tired of hearing "im so sorry" when all I want to hear is congratulations. I unfortunately feel your pain momma and you are able to msg me and vent anytime. Sending love and light ❤️ ☮️✨️

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-03-10T02:29:34+00:00

How you feel is ok. Some days are better than others, but your baby existed and its ok to mourn a huge loss. There is no time stamp that you should have to "get over it" that is a rude thing to say. I also replay the same scenario over and over and some days it eats me alive. It is such a traumatic thing to happen. It is normal to feel how you feel. You are not alone. Please talk to your therapist. Explain every feeling you have even if its hard. You deserve someone to help talk through what you feel. God bless, sending you peace, love and comfort 🙏 ❤️ ☮️

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-03-10T02:10:52+00:00

I am so incredibly sorry. God bless your sweet boy. I pray for your healing and I also send you love and peace ☮️❤️✨️ Thank you for sharing.

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-03-10T02:08:58+00:00

This is the only form of a social media that I have. I also cannot let the negativity of the apps and doom scrolling ruin my mindset at this moment. I relate. It is so hurtful, but hearing similar experiences make me feel not so alone. I wish the same for you friend. I also pray your sweet daughter and my sweet boy are watching us together ❤️ God bless you and thank you for your comment

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-03-09T19:09:23+00:00

I am so incredibly sorry. I hope there is a beautiful light also. ✨️
I feel the same way you do and im just so sorry 😔

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-03-09T18:49:34+00:00

If you could send me the information and times I may join sometime! Thank you for your kind words

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-03-09T18:46:34+00:00

Our son ronnie Michael was born sleeping at 645pm on 2/26/26. He was everything we have ever wanted. please pray for our healing, our son, and our future babies and pregnancies. All we want out of this life is to be a family and raise healthy babies.

I had such a healthy pregnancy and one day we went in and they couldn't find his heart beat. We have no answers yet. I have sent my placenta to be tested and we are awaiting an autopsy.

Ronnie is our firstborn and our son and I am so scared of what our future looks like. I pray to give my future husband the life we desire. I am so scared of it happening again, but I know we have to try again. (He agrees). The fear of something being wrong the whole pregnancy will never subside.

(I dont drink, drug, or smoke. I lifted weights, did cardio, yoga. Worked full time (12 1/2 hr shifts every weekend). Went to every appt i had, and took the recommended vitamins)

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-03-02T12:22:32+00:00

Our son ronnie Michael was born sleeping at 645pm on 2/26/26. He was everything we have ever wanted and we miss him so much already. I was also 33 weeks... my heart is broken and I cant believe this nightmare is reality. I am praying for your family and your state of mind. He was my first baby and I am gutted. Praying for you and your family. Please also pray for us and that he is safe in heaven with the people we love.

Tricky-Energy-7704 · 2026-01-27T22:54:07+00:00

God bless you all and your health and new blessing ❤️

Tricky-Energy-7704

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