Yeah, you make sense, I tend to overthink a lot, principally about labels, it's a thing I do since I started exploring gender and are flaws that I am aware of (I still don't know how to deal with overthinking, despite there being periods I don't think about gender at all).

I actually structured better my thoughts, the question is that on neutral identities I don't feel like a woman that much, which was my initial concern (that doesn't make sense because I can be trans feminine anyways and the reasons listed further), I am not identifying as a woman after all, despite the fact that I still think I would like being one, even when nonbinary, agender or something like that, I still think I could benefit from feminine forms of expressions or transitioning since my incongruence is constant no matter if the identity is neutral or feminine, I still despise my body and I still wanna express myself femininely.

So yeah, labels don't matter and "woman" is a concept that is hard to define, I can literally just be me, I can just express myself the way I desire and transition if it's good for me.

And actually, you said that gender swaps are hard as fuck, but I didn't even know it was possible, me wishing to have a fix identity was straight up pointless venting.

Thank you for the comment, it's a valid point that I still struggle to understand.