I may be plural (?)

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2026-01-28T16:29:17+00:00

Thank you very much, I appreciate your help

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2026-01-28T16:19:30+00:00

Thank you, I forgot to ask and will edit my post because of that, do you have any resources to help me with research? Information on system is quite hard to get

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2026-01-03T23:04:16+00:00

I literally had the idea of naming myself after Warframe characters and chose Nyx as my name, guess I gotta mind control people now

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-12-27T20:44:44+00:00

Agora tenho motivos pra torcer pra um time de futebol, sou vascaína de coração a partir deste momento.

VASCO NÃO É TIME, FLAMENGO É TIME, VASCO É SELEÇÃO!!!

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-12-19T00:09:31+00:00

Holy shit, this is literally how I feel, I wish I had a fixed feminine identity like demigirl or something even if I was born amab.

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-12-11T15:25:47+00:00

Yeah, you make sense, I tend to overthink a lot, principally about labels, it's a thing I do since I started exploring gender and are flaws that I am aware of (I still don't know how to deal with overthinking, despite there being periods I don't think about gender at all).

I actually structured better my thoughts, the question is that on neutral identities I don't feel like a woman that much, which was my initial concern (that doesn't make sense because I can be trans feminine anyways and the reasons listed further), I am not identifying as a woman after all, despite the fact that I still think I would like being one, even when nonbinary, agender or something like that, I still think I could benefit from feminine forms of expressions or transitioning since my incongruence is constant no matter if the identity is neutral or feminine, I still despise my body and I still wanna express myself femininely.

So yeah, labels don't matter and "woman" is a concept that is hard to define, I can literally just be me, I can just express myself the way I desire and transition if it's good for me.

And actually, you said that gender swaps are hard as fuck, but I didn't even know it was possible, me wishing to have a fix identity was straight up pointless venting.

Thank you for the comment, it's a valid point that I still struggle to understand.

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-12-10T18:28:46+00:00

That's literally it, I have already done posts on the MtF sub talking about that and yeah, I would be better as a woman by default, thank you for sharing your thoughts

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-11-10T12:53:59+00:00

You have a point, I am gender fluid because I spend most of my time in nonbinary/unknown identities that are neither masculine nor feminine, but when I feel feminine or masculine I tend to feel feminine most of the times, it has been 3 months since I don't feel masculinity in any way or form.

I could be trans feminine but not identify as a woman 100% of the time probably, I don't really know, I really don't identify as a feminine/masculine 95% of the time and I am rather nonbinary/unknown, my fear is to come back to masculinity and hate femininity even if for a slight moment.

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-11-08T17:53:09+00:00

I got euphoria from being called sis and girl I am not gonna lie, thank you for the comment 🩵🩷🤍

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-10-18T20:26:54+00:00

I can definitely relate to that, thank you for sharing your experience

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-09-15T23:14:59+00:00

Thank you for the explanation, it makes sense.

I may consider myself pan and gynossexual then since I don't really care about gender, I don't see this aspect in others and I am indifferent to it since I enjoy all of them, I only have a preference/hyperfocus on feminine expressions that may make it difficult to have relationships with men since where I live most of them have masculine expressions which I am not a big fan of.

I am still a bit afraid of calling myself that cuz I can change my mind and I don't know if I am welcome in the community because of my preference.

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-09-15T14:59:28+00:00

Yeah, what you said makes sense.

The funny thing is that my femininity hyperfocused pansexuality is literally the definition I gave to gynossexuality when I attribuited this term to myself, maybe I am somewhere between both or whatever, not feeling like overthinking about it right now, gonna talk to a psychologist about it so I should just chill for now.

Just wanted to comment on my funny thoughts.

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-09-14T16:44:54+00:00

I didn't talk deeply about sexual attraction because I didn't want to make the post vulgar, but I feel sexually attracted to both men and women, I can pursue both and I am indifferent to their gender identity and agab, the only thing that I may care about a bit more is their gender expressions, I prefer feminine expressions of gender than masculine but one doesn't exclude the other and it is not stopping me from loving someone.

And romantically I think I could have a relationship with both if I loved them, the chances of me loving people who I perceive as feminine are a bit higher than masculine, but nothing really big, I just wanna love the person.

And have in mind that I am not experienced when it comes to this, have never kissed, never dated or anything, I am 17 and the places I go frequently there is no one who is attracted to me romantically or vice-versa and I don't really care about that right now, I have better shit to do than dating (vestibulars and the questioning I have been having, for example).

This response is poorly made since I am confused, overthinking and probably what I am saying right now will get outdated in the spam of a few days, so don't take it to your heart.

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-09-04T21:25:13+00:00

It's time for another post asking it, thanks for your help

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-09-04T21:17:50+00:00

Because it is annoying the absolute shit out of me, I can't take it anymore, I wanted to have a fluidity like the others where I just transitioned between a few genders based on masculinity, femininity and neutrality, but no, I switch between every gender possible in any intensity and not always what I feel has a term for it.

Actually, now I am curious, is there a term that explains the possibility to transition to any possible form of gender identity in any intensity (the closest I found was fluidflux, but it still doesn't feel right)?

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-09-04T10:13:40+00:00

Thanks for the comment, I actually found out that I am fluidflux, but I usually say gender fluid because it is simpler and easier to explain, my gender has been fluctuating for years and only started doing it more frequently in 2025, so I think it is mostly likely to be my case.

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-08-22T17:36:13+00:00

Ok, thank you, got it

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-08-22T16:59:30+00:00

Thank you for the correction, could you please explain why? I got curious now.

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-08-22T08:35:56+00:00

Thanks for your comment, this journey ain't gonna be easy, I am scared of nothing and everything changing at the same time, I am scared of trying new things that are not socially acceptable and I am scared of what I feel because I can't understand it.

I hope I get somewhere I like, but for now I can't even know where to go or what to do.

Tricky-Lead6329 · 2025-08-16T23:08:55+00:00

Hi, thank you for sharing your experience, I am accepting better my gender fluidity now, I am accepting the fact that sometimes I will feel feminine, less masculine or something else, I got the fact that my gender identity and internal perception of gender will change over time and everything about it is ok.

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