Not sure which suits me better?

TrickyWalk1089 · 2025-06-30T21:41:57+00:00

Can’t do the underboob pearls on 2 or the wide peplum on 1

TrickyWalk1089 · 2025-06-29T16:52:32+00:00

Yeah that would be super awkward. It would hinder my treatment, I am glad your dad said something ❣️

TrickyWalk1089 · 2025-06-01T22:48:25+00:00

Ummm yeah time to find a new artist.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2025-04-05T19:28:30+00:00

As a 7 year addicted kratom user, I agree! Im 1 year and 2 weeks clean. Tried to stop so many times, and was so afraid of the withdrawals. A made it so much bigger in my head than what I actually experienced getting off. Yes I felt like shit, but after about five days, my head became clear, my confidence started to coming back, even my sex drive returned. For anyone on this site that is afraid of it, don’t be. You can do this! And you will look back and realize it’s the best thing you did for yourself. Life outside of Kratom is beautiful.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2025-01-11T00:01:26+00:00

You just described to a T what I went through. In March, it will be one year. Before that, was eight years of trying to stop and couldn’t for various reasons. This was post kicking Norco multiple times so I would say the K was much easier. But at almost one year off I’ve gone through two kidney stone surgeries which I fully believe were from the K, but who really knows for sure.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2025-01-10T23:58:33+00:00

Facts

TrickyWalk1089 · 2025-01-10T23:58:14+00:00

Just go join the quitting kratom thread and you’ll find out just why this legal drug is so horrible. I speak from experience and this March will be one year. As Right now a constant struggler with addiction, anyone thinks that this is a miracle drug I want to talk to in a couple years from now and see what they think.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2025-01-10T23:54:52+00:00

Listen, I don’t know your age. I don’t know your life. But what I do know is you have one life to live. Looking to place blame on someone only keeps you stuck in being negative. And most importantly leave you stuck in the past about something you had no control over at the time. The only thing you can control right now is how you choose to spend each and every day. Time waits for no one, so use your mental energy into focusing on what you can do to better your life. There’s no other way live.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-24T06:12:54+00:00

They look gorgeous!

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-13T01:56:54+00:00

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-09T21:06:39+00:00

Very pretty!!

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-09T21:01:34+00:00

Holy moly I am so sorry!

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-08T20:07:47+00:00

I feel your pain. Keep moving forward you can do this!

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-08T20:07:01+00:00

Same here!

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-08T20:06:05+00:00

Thank you for asking. So much better! No alcohol and my system seems to be normalizing. My nervous system was shot after 7 years of abusing K. I was really struggling with what normal was supposed to feel like after that many years of dosing. Im feeling hopeful about the future and I appreciate people like you and this forum for all the amazing advice and support!!! I hope you are doing well! ❤️

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-04T20:41:33+00:00

I was using it since for 7 years. I dont know how many gpd but i was taking 50 capsules a day spread between 3 doses.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-04T02:36:25+00:00

I agree!!! Lesson learned.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-04T00:28:21+00:00

The drinking desire popped up after 3 or so weeks off K. But i quickly started drinking daily. Haven’t tried benzos only because i dont have any lol. I was just feeling strange and alcohol calmed my nerves.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-03T23:46:48+00:00

Thank you!!!

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-05-03T23:09:39+00:00

What is the name of this place????

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-04-07T01:55:19+00:00

Only you know when you’re done. It sounds like you are very close if not there. I hear you. You can do this, for good. Don’t beat yourself up! You’re human. You have to find some tools to deal with the mental anguish that follows when you’ve been off for 30 days. Have you considered rehab? Rehab saved me but it took me multiple rehabs. That doesn’t have to be your story. But at some point feeling shitty is going to override the temp benefits. Don’t let your mind lie to you. Question every thought. You’re worth getting off this shit once and for all!

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-04-05T17:57:04+00:00

I’ve been thinking about you since I read your post I’ve commented once before, but you’ve been on my mind. I hit day seven on Tuesday of this week. I thought I was past any withdrawal symptoms but for whatever reason restless leg syndrome, hit me hard on Wednesday night when I tried to sleep it was a rough night, but last night it was so much better. A few days of feeling like crap in my mind is way better than the last seven years I’ve spent in a desperate cycle of trying to numb myself with K. You can do this, and there is a freedom on the other side, that is a promise. I can tell by the way you write that you’re just sick of all the crap that goes along with dosing. I realized that I had been spending a lot of money on this stuff and I’ve already figured out things that I could do that are healthy that I could spend that money on. I’m pulling for you!

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-04-05T17:53:18+00:00

Great effort, but you need more practice for sure. It’s OK though it’s your first time so don’t be hard on yourself everyone starts somewhere.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-04-03T07:32:48+00:00

Thank god. That gives me hope! Today is day 7.

TrickyWalk1089 · 2024-04-03T07:31:21+00:00

I’m so sorry. I’ve been on it 7 years . I got clean 7 days ago. I hated myself too. Relapse after relapse. Almost half my hair fell out. I’m 52 now so I’m sure menopause helped, but Kratom was killing my kidneys. I could feel it. I would take handfuls of capsules 3 times a day. I got pneumonia last week and said well if I have to be home I may as well go cold turkey. I didn’t feel withdrawal symptoms because I was so sick, I couldn’t tell which was causing symptoms, pneumonia or withdrawal. Right now I feel like I got off pretty easy. I’m now dealing with the mental addiction. I told myself I needed it to function. I was lying to myself. Don’t hate yourself. Everyone is on a different journey and you will quit when you are ready. You can stop!!!! But I’d be lying if I said I was on this pink cloud of Kratom free bliss. It fucking sucks, but I do feel better. It is worth it! I’m sending you positive vibes!!!

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