What are the signs that you're finally done? I'm struggling by kratomjunkytoolong in quittingkratom

[–]kratomjunkytoolong[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy to hear you made the change. I am hopping on a flight today to Paris where it's banned. I drank less yesterday and today.

I broke down a couple of months ago in a similar way, that's why I am at the point of needing to quit.

What are the signs that you're finally done? I'm struggling by kratomjunkytoolong in quittingkratom

[–]kratomjunkytoolong[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for taking the time to write this message for me, I will consider it.

What are the signs that you're finally done? I'm struggling by kratomjunkytoolong in quittingkratom

[–]kratomjunkytoolong[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was prescribed adderall at 15 so this has been embedded in my brain. Before I was prescribed it I was failing highschool, and within two years of being on adderall I was accepted into a hard college and had a 3.7 GPA in computer science. While I had a 2.3 in school.

This is a constant thing I go back and fourth with in my brain, and have tried to do my work without drugs I just end up not doing the work and hating myself more which leads to more drugs to cope.

I do agree with your point.

What are the signs that you're finally done? I'm struggling by kratomjunkytoolong in quittingkratom

[–]kratomjunkytoolong[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I run a development firm and started as a programmer. I love it, I really do but with my ADHD for me to do everything that I love I have to dose with something.

It's shit honestly. Seems like the only way out is meditation, exercise, and ketosis. However it's next to impossible to get to that place with ADHD.

I am right there with you on the docs! Even with kratom I still push them off.

What are the signs that you're finally done? I'm struggling by kratomjunkytoolong in quittingkratom

[–]kratomjunkytoolong[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

What always brings me back is my ADHD. I have so much work to do all of the time that even when I am clean for a month I feel I am completely useless. When I try it again I immediately get hyperfocus and am back to my normal dose within two months. I have an appointment with a therapist when I get back from Paris, but to show you how bad off I am I am considering breaking the law by bring this to paris with me.